ENLIGHTENMENT

what do i know about this life of mine
is the way i am living absolutely fine

are all my deeds really being judged
and why this heart has always grudged
sulked within with a sense of annoyance
and later sighed again at my arrogance
its a confused feeling i can not define

i know not what i am really meant for
i wish i could know why i was sent for
so that i could fix my target and aim
without any more mistakes and blame
so there isn't any worries and whine

i am trying to think and trying to find
as to how the body and the soul is bind
what's that makes us feel the way we do
the difference between false and true
and where and why my thoughts incline

i hope i will know as to why i am here
and face the final truth without any fear
and find satisfaction and contentment
gaining knowledge and enlightenment
beyond the limits that presently confine

A JOURNEY UNPLANNED

where i have come where i have to go
wish i could plan wish i could know

which way to discard which to choose
what i've to gain and what to loose
whether to turn right or to the left
to search what my destiny has kept
may be some day good luck will show

which relations to make and to break
and further what steps i have to take
whom i have to love and whom to hate
what is there that will decide my fate
which direction my destiny will flow

i do not know if i am right or wrong
its a long journey i have come along
i am happy for all that i have done
i had enjoyed life and i also had fun
while shaping life and making it glow

let us now see what is that lies ahead
what more i've to do before i'm dead
where i will fail, where i will succeed
and i don't want to repent on my deed
so i will have to clear all that i owe

IDENTITY MISTAKEN

i've been mistaken for what i am not
as i may not be as per your thought

you may think me to be idle and lazy
as may be i'm mad or may be i'm crazy
but of course i am really not that way
if you could feel that before i say
about the qualities which i have got

i also have my rise and also my falls
at times it’s true and at times false
during the battles i have won or lost
though i tried to win them at any cost
but certain things can not be bought

about me you may also be deceived
you can wrong for what you believed
as for me there is something confusing
because of the proxies i've been using
lets see if i can escape or get caught

may be my identity has been mistaken
as from a deep slumber i have awaken
to get aware and of course to realise
whenever i will fall, i will definitely rise
as never to loose, i have been taught