ATROCITIES

Atrocities upon me, self inflicted
And of this pain, I’m almost addicted
Suffocating myself in confinement
The solitary reclusion often indicted

Emotions dried up, so did the tears
And even the heart ceased to beat
Also the mind too stopped to think
As all the feelings now stand evicted

The wounds of mine just not healing
And this life now not that appealing
Confusion is all around and I’m blank
A life different from what I predicted

LOVE N' HATE

I think I love you as much as I hate you
Both feelings contemplates each other
For I going mad and crazy with myself
As contrary sentiments come together

I guess I’ve lost everything by loving you
And now I’m a total stranger to myself
For you have overpowered my senses
Where now only your thoughts gather

What should I do now and where to go
As everywhere your thoughts follow
Helpless I’m to remove you off my mind
Wishing about you I just couldn’t bother

But again it’s you who giving me hope
Making me look positively up to my life
Offering me the reasons to be happy
And with you all adversity I can weather

And these emotions get me confused
Leaving me wondering and amused
That should I love you for all the good
Or for the bad, I should hate you rather

PAINFUL INHIBITION

Little bit and some more of the pain
In any measure do come to me again
Coz with you I’m so much habituated
That without you I will just go insane

Oh do come to me sorrow and grief
For if I’m able to have you, I believe
That in life, nothing else I will desire
But I feel my requests will go in vain

This peace and bliss makes restless
And from them I fear an obsession
That will lock me into imprisonment
Hence from them I’m try to abstain

The suffering seems too endearing
And enduring it is just like relieving
Escaping from helplessness so that
On my life I could absolutely ordain