LOVE N' HATE

I think I love you as much as I hate you
Both feelings contemplates each other
For I going mad and crazy with myself
As contrary sentiments come together

I guess I’ve lost everything by loving you
And now I’m a total stranger to myself
For you have overpowered my senses
Where now only your thoughts gather

What should I do now and where to go
As everywhere your thoughts follow
Helpless I’m to remove you off my mind
Wishing about you I just couldn’t bother

But again it’s you who giving me hope
Making me look positively up to my life
Offering me the reasons to be happy
And with you all adversity I can weather

And these emotions get me confused
Leaving me wondering and amused
That should I love you for all the good
Or for the bad, I should hate you rather

PAINFUL INHIBITION

Little bit and some more of the pain
In any measure do come to me again
Coz with you I’m so much habituated
That without you I will just go insane

Oh do come to me sorrow and grief
For if I’m able to have you, I believe
That in life, nothing else I will desire
But I feel my requests will go in vain

This peace and bliss makes restless
And from them I fear an obsession
That will lock me into imprisonment
Hence from them I’m try to abstain

The suffering seems too endearing
And enduring it is just like relieving
Escaping from helplessness so that
On my life I could absolutely ordain

JUST NOTHING

Nothing for you except for everything
Along with the song that I wish to sing
With the music of the heart and soul
Engrossed in the passions and feeling

For like sunrise you come raising hope
Providing me the courage n’ strength
Again before night you arrive as sunset
And with it peace n’ serenity you bring

From time to time, moments and after
You never leave me even in absence
And escape is just hopeless and futile
For your thought is eternally haunting

Even if all of my breath I have to lose
I would go for it without any hesitation
Only if I could believe on to the hope
In the end my freedom I’ll be winning

But again seeking you is as meditation
And may be many a sacrifice it may ask
Still I’m quite ready for whatever it takes
For before you everything is just nothing

LONESOME

Alone I come, alone I go
Thro’ the life’s high n’ low

Often the time may be fast
But it may even be slow

Success may come to halt
But experience will grow

Fed up and thankless I get
But many a things I owe

Only happiness bit boring
Pain n’ sorrow I’ve to know

Relationships quite strange
May be a friend, even a foe

Deeds decides the fate
You will reap what you sow

Like rocks remain steadfast
But then like streams flow

At times journey’s smooth
Often thro’ storms I’ve to row

And I will be like this because
I have been this for years ago