SOME OTHER DAY

I can’t today so some other day
My new song for you I will play
For now I am totally exhausted
And I beg you to let me go away

I feel as if I am kind of missing
Not knowing as to where I am
And where I'm supposed to be
My belief weird n’ going astray

I’ve to find my path n’ direction
And taking the way somehow
I need to arrive at somewhere
For like this I just cannot stay

Let me then rejuvenate myself
So as to have a new feel of life
Then for you by end of the day
A new song I will definitely play

CARNAGE

It’s just like autumn in my heart
Shedding down the lifeless stuff
After the tears have rained down
Trying to rejuvenate once again

I wish to bear new leaves of hope
Leaving behind loss and failures
Trying to stand strong and steady
Getting rid of sorrows and pain

It may be winters again in future
And I’ve to be ready to face it
The cold and biting chilly winds
Senses will go numb thro’ the vein

The darkness too will surround
As clouds will gather over high
But it is destined to tear down
And one day it will definitely rain

Washing away the precedence
And also cleaning all the wounds
Also embarking upon a pathway
Thro’ which all sorrows will drain

ATROCITIES

Atrocities upon me, self inflicted
And of this pain, I’m almost addicted
Suffocating myself in confinement
The solitary reclusion often indicted

Emotions dried up, so did the tears
And even the heart ceased to beat
Also the mind too stopped to think
As all the feelings now stand evicted

The wounds of mine just not healing
And this life now not that appealing
Confusion is all around and I’m blank
A life different from what I predicted

LOVE N' HATE

I think I love you as much as I hate you
Both feelings contemplates each other
For I going mad and crazy with myself
As contrary sentiments come together

I guess I’ve lost everything by loving you
And now I’m a total stranger to myself
For you have overpowered my senses
Where now only your thoughts gather

What should I do now and where to go
As everywhere your thoughts follow
Helpless I’m to remove you off my mind
Wishing about you I just couldn’t bother

But again it’s you who giving me hope
Making me look positively up to my life
Offering me the reasons to be happy
And with you all adversity I can weather

And these emotions get me confused
Leaving me wondering and amused
That should I love you for all the good
Or for the bad, I should hate you rather

PAINFUL INHIBITION

Little bit and some more of the pain
In any measure do come to me again
Coz with you I’m so much habituated
That without you I will just go insane

Oh do come to me sorrow and grief
For if I’m able to have you, I believe
That in life, nothing else I will desire
But I feel my requests will go in vain

This peace and bliss makes restless
And from them I fear an obsession
That will lock me into imprisonment
Hence from them I’m try to abstain

The suffering seems too endearing
And enduring it is just like relieving
Escaping from helplessness so that
On my life I could absolutely ordain

JUST NOTHING

Nothing for you except for everything
Along with the song that I wish to sing
With the music of the heart and soul
Engrossed in the passions and feeling

For like sunrise you come raising hope
Providing me the courage n’ strength
Again before night you arrive as sunset
And with it peace n’ serenity you bring

From time to time, moments and after
You never leave me even in absence
And escape is just hopeless and futile
For your thought is eternally haunting

Even if all of my breath I have to lose
I would go for it without any hesitation
Only if I could believe on to the hope
In the end my freedom I’ll be winning

But again seeking you is as meditation
And may be many a sacrifice it may ask
Still I’m quite ready for whatever it takes
For before you everything is just nothing

LONESOME

Alone I come, alone I go
Thro’ the life’s high n’ low

Often the time may be fast
But it may even be slow

Success may come to halt
But experience will grow

Fed up and thankless I get
But many a things I owe

Only happiness bit boring
Pain n’ sorrow I’ve to know

Relationships quite strange
May be a friend, even a foe

Deeds decides the fate
You will reap what you sow

Like rocks remain steadfast
But then like streams flow

At times journey’s smooth
Often thro’ storms I’ve to row

And I will be like this because
I have been this for years ago

POSSESSED

It’s your presence that I always feel
Even in your absence this happens
And I’m kind a lost in your thoughts
May be as if I’m possessed by you

Wherever I go, you remain so close
Your voice like some pleasant noise
Keeps on echoing through my ears
And I feel as I’m possessed by you

Even if I am running away from you
I find myself rushing towards you
It just almost as a helpless escape
I know that I’m possessed by you

And I know this will remain like this
Coz even for me it’s a sense of bliss
For now I seem to be habituated
And I like being possessed by you

SECLUSION

Off all the hard realities, I prefer seclusion
As crowded formalities, creates confusion

Suffocating the breath, chaining the souls
I urgently want to get rid of this occlusion

For my strength is fading I feel as for now
Also no signs of hope or faith for infusion

Bonds and relationships too suffocating
From them, I desperately seek exclusion

The future is quite bleak, I know for sure
And don’t want to be swept by delusion

Now it is better that I try to shell myself
Leaving no way for any kind of intrusion

Sacrificing everything now once n’ for all
I just pray that nothing is left for inclusion

For this world’s no more than a deception
And I think I’ve had enough of this illusion

DYING YOUNG

It is no matter if I die young, or even if I die old
Every moment I spend, should dazzle like gold

It is my spirits that keeps me warm and going
Even if my breath freeze and the blood go cold

I’ll bear whatever that comes my way silently
All grievances and complains of mine I’ve sold

Even if the dreams shatter or efforts go futile
The burning desire that’s within I’ve consoled

I have no grudges and I am not depressed too
My feelings and my emotions I have controlled

If I’m remembered good, if not still it is good
Coz I don’t care much, for my story is now told

I have draped my soul in peace and serenity
Now my body in cerement be wrapped or fold

Don’t know if it is a struggle or a battle for me
May be just vacuum, where nothing does hold

Life! Thou have always been quite surprising
Thy means n’ methods have got me clean bold