TILL DEATH AND BEYOND

I will hold you till death and beyond
And be with you no matter to where
Ever you go, either to heaven or hell
Of my presence you’ll always be aware

I won’t leave you for this world
Nor will I leave you for the heavens
Neither for anything else whatever
I will always make you feel my presence

From the earth up to the skies
In each and every bit of the atmosphere
I will scatter away in bits and pieces
And smear with happiness your reverie

I’ll drown with you and I’ll burn with you
And even make myself one with the wind
Holding on to your solitude forever
So that your grief n' sorrow may get ruined

I will sprinkle away smiles on your face
And for that I will pour down as the clouds
Also sheathing you from all the evils around
Just as upon the earth, the sky enshrouds

A WINTER TREAT

As blue of the sky turned to lighter shade
Most of the clouds started to gather too
Gently drifting down transforming to fog
With cool sensation of the morning dew

Winds seemed to briskly lose their speed
Their only energy could just sway the leaf
Still the soft breeze seemed to bite along
Though its moment of stay seemed brief

The night seemed to remain as if forever
And days almost vanished all of a sudden
The sun too seemed to be soft on its light
As if lost its might and stayed quite hidden

Mountain and hill looked draped in white
And the sea and the ocean tried to be still
While clouds pouring down ice and snow
Entire world getting the feel of winter chill

WISHFUL DEATH

I just don’t know why
I wish that I could die

Removing the beat of heart
Tearing the desires apart

Erasing senses from brain
But only to be born again

For this would be death
Will only hold the breath

Into a short period of time
And as weakness sublime

A new strength will then
Nurture to carry the burden

New wishes that will be born
At unfulfilled ones will scorn

A new journey will initiate
From old destination’s gate

Wandering far and away
Continuously night and day

Stretching myself to the limit
And then release my spirit

Letting it move to an extent
Hold it over the next moment

Commence a new beginning
My life’s wheel keeps spinning

ONE COLD NIGHT

The night was almost biting cold
Blood thro’ vein seemed to freeze
Even the soul felt like shivering
As was going weak by the knees

Covered from head to the feet
Lying cuddled inside the shroud
The eerie atmosphere seemed
As if it’s awaiting a storm cloud

Somehow gathering the courage
I slowly came out of the house
Opening the gate out in street
Feet slowly creeping like a louse

As I travelled to a small distance
I noticed people sitting on street
Few helplessly trying to sleep
Another form of the life’s deceit

Pale faces, those were just blank
Neither the happiness nor grief
As if an infinite darkness exist
A hopeful day was out of belief

And there wasn’t any news of
Nor any of the agenda was made
To help those helpless in distress
Only all the good senses it evade

The kind of chill that I do sense
Is that real and does that exist
Then what about I had noticed
As to how they survive n’ resist

From within a whisper I heard
Was it the weather that’s cold
Thro’ which the heart did freeze
Or inner warm empathy got sold

THE LIFE STRANGE

life is almost quite strange
stretching to an infinite range
and again when least expect
suddenly fortunes tend to change

intuitions that get up the anvil
moulding imagination to reality
with quite an exquisite skill
examining one's wroth and ability

results of which may be false
or the outcome may even be true
both accepted in the same manner
the destination one will pursue

the efforts may triumph or fail
but that won't affect the zeal
somehow the belief will enlighten
removing the anxieties and ordeal

let tomorrow's page unfold later
why to bother about it right now
i'm ready for even the weirdest
and all abstract that time conceal

THE BUDDHA IN ME

A restless heart along with conflicting mind
And towards eternal truth the soul inclined

Often within, I feel the Buddha’s presence
In a untiring effort for the self resurgence
Towards the achievement of complacence
Where threads of knowledge will unwind

Pulling by the rope of the wisdom through
Trying to identify everything real and true
So that peace and tranquility I can accrue
As new meaning to the life will be defined

Still there is a question as how to go about
For this world, it’s difficult to live without
Along with this reality is quite hard to scout
But again for the search, soul’s determined

Yet there also exists a query on importance
Of human responsibility and divine essence
Just wish to find a route towards confluence
So that all the environment can be combined

Creating learning phenomenon of continuity
Along with this world understanding divinity
Only if this approach removes the ambiguity
The Buddha within me will not be confined

TAKE MY LOVE

love! take my love
for its worth less
than what i value
and my heart confess

also be with me now
and remain forever
till eternity exists
with the divine bless

and walk with me too
across every route
also guiding along
reaching to happiness

the soul will reverie
feeling infinte peace
which i really adore
while sorrows supress

RECKLESS STUPIDITY

On selecting this subject, I often amuse
Though on the choice I at times confuse
Again I don’t know how all of a sudden
Within the conscience hell break loose

This reckless stupidity of mine I cherish
Smearing a usual stain that doth blemish
For once even wisest too will relinquish
Unknowingly stepping into fool’s shoes

With the time, all the realities fade away
Even the most profound existence sway
As nothing’s created for the eternal stay
And won’t sustain even out of the blues

It is a noise that heart thumps into soul
Introducing within a paranormal console
Through which emotions roar and growl
As along scatters the excitement profuse

For it’s the way I feel and the way I live
Along with self, everyone else I deceive
And amazingly it is happiness I perceive
Leaving in wonder if there’s other clues

Besides this if the peace one can acquire
To some extent it may fulfill the desire
And the effort one will look up to admire
Thro' which may the fame too will suffuse

You may be the learned, you may be wise
New theories you may formulate and devise
But in these indulgence my intuition cries
As from these knowledge, i prefer an excuse

DOOM'S BLOOM

one day again the sun won't rise
somehow the day will meet its end
as the eternal night will continue
in infinite darkness it will blend

the atmosphere will turn to vaccum
and the winds will escape away
the moments will be captured too
and the time will be forced to stay

the cloud too gonna develop a crack
but then thro' them rain won't pour
though lightening may try to strike
the thunders would refuse to roar

oceans and the seas will turn dry
the rivers won't be able to flow
the fields and farms will be barren
plants and trees also won't grow

the efforts for survival will fail
as existence will be lost in doom
the earth will strangely transform
a new world will prosper and bloom

FALLEN FOR YOU

Knocked off my feet, I have fallen for you
Drenched in passion, smeared in its hue
Those colors creating a rainbow through
Towards it all thought and dreams ensue

Heart seems to fill in more of the feeling
Still many an emotion standing in queue
Desperately trying to reach out to the soul
Helplessly with efforts that’s quite undue

Eyes endlessly searching for something
That even the insight too seems to pursue
Hope enflaming up amidst trust and faith
For soon all of the wishes will come true

Feet seem to launch, arms turn to wings
To get over the clouds, seeking the clue
As if trying to leave the world for skies
Attempting to get all energies to accrue

Again at the top of the voice I will roar
Along with which lightening will issue
The sound from within the core will rise
Declaring loud and clear that I love you

AWAKEN

The open eyes then closed once again
As a silent prayer concludes by Amen
Towards a new world of new horizon
In a different way they’ll then awaken

The thoughts that wanders in dreams
Along with loads of past that’s laden
The walk continues briskly as forever
Hoping that will get rid of the burden

This effort then rekindles the strength
That often seems to blur and dampen
But now it’s energy, vibrant and vivid
By it all early failures will be forsaken

As darkest night transforms into day
The desire to triumph also has arisen
Yet first have to surpass prior attempts
It’s like ploughing a land that’s barren

Still crops of success will surely grow
Upon self this oath if sincerely taken
And it’ll be an untiring endeavor thro’
This is the life’s unforgettable lesson

For if alive, then will try to enjoy upon
Sculpturing the world into my heaven
Even if the fateful death lie in between
Eyes will close in peace, once awaken

LONG FORGOTTEN

En route to this place seems long forgotten
The pathways and the subways left untrodden
As winds too stopped here and also deserted
Which earlier seemed frequented quite often

Lost i feel from my dreams and destinations
In fruitless search for paradise and heaven
Landing in a hell of a land like the graves
Where the hope, faith and belief too dampen

Towards the mirage, i keep on moving ahead
At times getting restless i seem to hasten
But always the fortunes maintains distance
As hell break loose while misries unfasten

Robbed of the wealth of confidence and will
The weight of failure on my shoulders laden
And as I drag myself, the effort fades away
as with it the colour of courage turns raven

But this darkness will be eclipsed by light
For again threads of fate i try to unfasten
And this surrounding that remained isolated
Here again the new inhabitation will happen

BEING WITH HER

It was supposed to be just like any other day
But then grey clouds kept the sunrise at bay

Somehow getting rid of the slumber i got up
And poured hot coffee for myself in the cup

Refreshed and again freshen myself to start
As the schedule for the day i had to enchart

Getting ready then by the house i moved out
While in the mind various thoughts did sprout

as i was crossing the usual lane i normally do
heavy rains suddenly started pouring through

along with the rain, even snow started to fall
and don't know why, but this scene did enthral

but had to escape and i tried to look for cover
so as not to get myself drenched by the shower

and as i was running, i knocked into someone
just that instant the clouds uncovered the sun

somehow i stood up and then stretched my hand
to help the one who fell along, so as to stand

and just then when my gaze fall upon the face
something within me ignited my feeling ablaze

her belongings too dropped along with the purse
and i do think this moment her mind did curse

i collected her stuff and handed over to her
and told that this just accidently did occur

but with instant realization i did apoligised
and it wasn't my fault even she too realized

also that now we both were almost totally wet
and needed to dry if some shelter we could get

then i found that by the fall she had got hurt
i now just wished this accident i could avert

as i got moving i found her walking beside me
she limped as that fall had bruised her knee

i then asked if she needed my help in any way
she said she needed place for she could stay

Few moments she needed just be her normal self
With confidence, her anxieties she could shelve

And then i started to search a place for her
Like friendly gesture that i wished to usher

And luckily together found a shelter to rest
Her eyes almost expressing a thankful request

Don’t know how i saw my hand on her shoulder
as if everything is ok, she need not bother

Quietly I felt her cheeks resting on my wrist
Their tenderness almost like the morning mist

I sat beside her like that i wonder how long
As if totally subdued by a never ending song

Which mingled with peace, calmness and romance
Wishing this instant to hold on by any chance

Don’t know after, when the clock ticked again
No bliss to rejoice and no grief to complain

A serene stillness clouded into the atmosphere
And this feeling i never felt before i swear

A gentle thought along a profound imagination
It’s quite difficult to pen down this sensation

But as eyes opened to sun's first striking ray
I was then quite dumb to either speak or say

Too astounded to find myself there all alone
All my emotions and feelings turned to stone

The time i spent with her will haunt forever
Impossible to forget the moments being with her

IT HAPPENED

I was taken by surprise as it happened
I never knew as to how this all started
And then how it finally came to an end
Everything just looked quite uncharted

As something entangled into my being
And captured senses almost unaware
Exiling intuition to strange destination
Where reality and wisdom take a scare

I feel lost in an unfamiliar place alone
With not even a single acquaintance
Just loneliness scattered everywhere
Still I don’t long for anyone’s presence

There is something that keeps me busy
That has clouded over my imagination
Keeps me occupied even in wee hours
Conquering my undisputed perception

I don’t know if I am happy or I am sad
Helplessly I am not able to distinguish
Is this real, or else in disguise is it clad
Is this my ecstasy or it’s kind of anguish

Don’t know if it’s illusion or confusion
Its truth I need to seek and try to learn
For its something new, very different
Yet I know one day its secrets I’ll discern

LET ME KNOW

Let me know, why I am here
Provide me with a vision clear
To understand all the reasons
That are simple also the queer

With an insight deep within
Searching throughout the soul
To find the answers therein
About the characters and role

That I am supposed to play
In so called drama of the life
And thro’ the period of stay
I have to stand by all the strife

My part seems to be versatile
Bliss amalgamated in sorrow
Which I’ve to play for a while
Amid yesterday and tomorrow

Seeking illumination there too
I have to sustain and restrain
As hope live, yet out of the blue
Death will come, as it’s certain

UNGUIDED SOUL

I need no direction
I need no guidance
Neither the affection
Nor any assistance

I wish to roam free
With independence
Discarding any decree
In complete absence

My rules I wish to write
Thro’ self I wish to learn
My own wrong and right
My sense will discern

From the social norms
I am trying to liberalize
Calming the heart’s storms
Where desires don’t capsize

No check and no borders
No regions and no place
Abiding by my own orders
All route, feet will embrace

No faith and no religion
Nor will enforce a belief
Not being part of any legion
My freedom’s a great relief

One may not agree to this
And think it’s not civilized
But to seek serenity and bliss
A new way is being devised

COME WHAT MAY

Come what may, I will always be ready
I won’t panic or tremble, I will be steady
The grief, pains, sorrows and what more
I just wish to escape from their custody

Plunging towards a vacuum of nowhere
Of truths and realities I won’t be aware
Neither its disillusion will anyway scare
And only leave away a pleasing melody

Maneuvering passionately into a dance
Towards happiness with hopeful glance
Little bit of risk and small bit of chance
Attempting to find out a willful remedy

And rendezvous with my own self again
Holding on to dream for bliss to sustain
If one is determined, success is certain
As peace will blend in divine rhapsody

THE RAIN AGAIN

As clouds seems to scatter around
It’s once again raining and pouring
And the thunder loud n’ profound
Drops of elixir taking the detouring

Shimmering and scattering across
Flowing through, down the earth
As tiny pearls sparkle and emboss
Spreading realization of its worth

I then just rush out into the open
As water drops and settles on face
And grounds softens n’ dampen
Its eternal thirst finding the solace

It isn’t just raindrops its fortune
It’s good and showering upon you
Take chance to dance to its tune
And let yourself drench to its hue

This rainwater so pious n’ so pure
Infuses into a new life and energy
Hence everything you can endure
Even divinity supporting in synergy

Its for this moment I long and wait
Wishing for this instant to remain
As a feeling of peace will inculcate
That this rain again will ascertain

THE GHOST

I'm almost like the nightmare of a dream
Submerging to howl, shriek and scream

I attain all strength and powers at night
Even though I’m felt, I am never in sight

And I’m the mightiest at midnight hour
I wander around places of battle n’ war

I’m quite ugly and being with me is hell
It’s in cemeteries and graveyard I dwell

My look in you will get the fear to scale
And getting face to turn white and pale

I am the air, wind and also the tempest
With me, the human just can’t contest

In darkness, my eerie silence gets voice
Within one, my fear creeps like tortoise

Between human and God, I’m the devil
My fear entice one to my whim and will

Dissatisfied life and an unfulfilled desire
That a wandering soul efforts to acquire

A haunting voice thro' the shade of lamp
Where the ambience's weary and damp

I walk, I crawl, I run, I swim and also fly
The nomadic soul alive, even after I die

Of my authority I take pride and I boast
I’m known as spirit n’ referred as ghost

WORLD MANIFOLDS

This world is not single, its quite a few
May be one won't believe, still its true
Violence and terror's relates this issue
Towards doom, our own hands pursue

Many cultures, many rituals, traditons
That's guarded by arms and ammunitions
Many a few differences and oppositions
Each trying to support own institutions

These are the differences that summons
Instigating towards raising of weapons
Though none want to be satan or demons
yet often souls drown in evil dungeons

We are same, yet we just don't accept
Humanity and unity we tend to reject
Our own relations we doubt and suspect
This on life imparts a negative effect

We're divided by caste, creed, religion
We create boundaries across our region
Again we search for peace and precision
So let us attempt for a uniform legion

For i don't know, which world i belong
Which way i should take the walk along
The right path or route that is wrong
Where i'll be weak and where i'm strong

It should have been unity in diversity
But it is enmity leading to adversity
This had triumphed over our sanity
Destroying ourselves to false vanity

I really wish this world should be one
And i won't wonder for happiness or fun
Let us take a stand and initiate a run
Hatred be vanquished, love will be won

IGNORANT SENSES

Even though i feel that i exist
I am almost shelled in a cyst

And my feelings can't escape
Being now of the solid shape

Now i'm turning like the stone
Concerned about only my own

By looking at the other's plight
It does not affect my insight

And my emotion don't unwind
Even with eyes i am like blind

Listening to groans and cries
My perception doesn't suffice

To other's weakness and fears
For i am deaf even with ears

Evil that we dislike and detest
We don't oppose and protest

Either silent, else voice meek
Though not dumb, i don't speak

As the others suffer and greive
Conscience doesn't conceive

Towards the request and appeal
Its ignorance and i don't feel

So much engrossed in own self
for world, our thoughts shelve

Selfishly we build around fences
Confining all the humane senses

TOUCH ME NOT

Touch me not, keep some distance
Pluck me not, enjoy the fragrance

For only if I remain pious and pure
You’ll enjoy the subtle eloquence

The charms exhibiting freely again
Peace knocking the soul’s entrance

Hold me not; just try to look at me
To glimpse at the eternal essence

Then creating again a divine magic
Soothing self in celestial presence

Opening doors towards happiness
The life will get its effervescence

But grab me not, resist the desire
Don’t let yearn to cross the fence

And then sweep you off your feet
Sky feeling the tap of your dance

Pleasing the hearts through eyes
Drown yourself in visual affluence

Catch me not, please let me free
Escaping away like the fragrance

Chirping with dove and skylarks
Spreading along wings to trance

Attain the height to keep glance
And thrive to mark my reference

GOING CRAZY

I’m going crazy crazy crazy
I’m getting mad mad mad

When I need to be tensed
I feel quite happy and glad

And during time to enjoy
I am grieved and I am sad

This seems really strange
And even incredibly bad

I am just lost in nowhere
Thoughts roam as nomad

Adorning a baffled state
That I wish I could unclad

I’m weary of my own self
Due to an unrelenting fad

Getting on to my nerves
Perceptions tends to tad

Nearly late for realization
Some wisdom must wad

For I feel as if I’m loosing
The little sense that I had

ONE MOMENT

One moment I thought, I was over and out
The other moment this perception falsified
Suddenly the fountain of energy did sprout
Then for conquering the world again I tried

For the dust that settles upon you after fall
Is going to be washed away by your effort
As it’s your determination you need to call
And with its arrival all the failure will avert

Your own insight leads to triumph and loss
To win over others, first win over yourself
And if this is done, your strength will gloss
While the doubts and the fears will shelve

There no feat that can’t be accomplished
Everything’s possible by patience and try
So follow all that you desired and wished
And it’s far better than if you sulk and cry

Prior to the result don’t assume or guess
And let them appear along with the time
If true and sincere the fortunes will bless
As fate will tune to your music and rhyme

While I wrote this at the back of the mind
And religiously followed what I believed
With hope to succeed, I was determined
This way finally all my dreams I achieved

A NEW ATMOSPHERE

Spreading limbs to rise above the dust
Also using the feet to initiate the flight
Feeling one in the midst of winds gust
Gliding along the conscience’s insight

Let me now settle in between mid air
Sensing the sensuous mist and clouds
Leaving behind tensions and despair
As over self the tranquility enshrouds

Looking below to the whole of world
That seems a uniform stretch of land
As before the eyes the globe curled
Amid the same sun, winds and sand

Entangling with fog falling as the dew
Settling on leaves and petals as pearls

Optimum glee leaving nothing to due
As in rhythm the body and soul whirls

On own axis rotating faster than earth
With same swiftness I wish to revolve
Escaping from the dilemma n’ dearth
Attempting to enlighten and evolve

For I know that one day I’ll have to fly
As strong wings will broaden the span
While exalting me up towards the sky
Soaring above the clouds, I’ll and I can

Clearing all desired feats and ground
I gonna proclaim loud my connoisseur
Sanctifying all the thoughts profound
That’ll craft within a new atmosphere

MOTHER'S DAY

With the reminiscent of the hands that fed
Few drops of tears from the eyes did shed

Also the remembrance of selfless affection
And how divinity established a connection

Of love n’ care between mother and child
The relationship strong yet gentle and mild

And duties and responsibilities of mother
Yet about job pressure she doesn’t bother

But religiously takes all the care of her kid
In order to make baby feel calm and placid

Her devotion towards the home and family
Such a feeling again won’t be found easily

Oh Mom! Only if I can say about how I feel
If the past moments with you I could steal

They’ll rob me of all the sorrows and grief
Your blessings for me always been a relief

Mom! There will never be anyone like you
And I will always be indebted towards you

In your thoughts all my senses submerges
Around you whole of my world converges

Words scarce, real feelings I can’t convey
All days for you, all my days Mother’s day

LIFE! DO I KNOW YOU?

Oh Life! If only I could know you
But you aren’t the way you seem
Sometimes you are quite familiar
Yet often you are a distant dream

Every dawn I wake upon to you
Rubbing my eyes, removing the hue
That the night dropped on the face
Even after the try, little shade stays

And the image that it then depicts
Isn’t what the conscience predicts
Often it’s a kind of a hallucination
Obsessed by suspicious indignation

At times even smiles tend to spark
Peace along with happiness embark
Traversing within a resonant melody
Over the vibes of poignant rhapsody

Life! Now I am trying to know you
You aren’t quite an unsolved puzzle
I just need to be strongly determined
And my will power isn’t quite subtle

I’ll be attempting for all the answers
Winning or losing isn’t that matters
I just want to be sincere in my effort
In the realm of life to find the covert

I may succeed or I may even loose
But then this is the way I’ll choose
Along with hope and expectation
To reach up to the final destination

THE JOKER

When I was standing there, I heard the laughter
Loud applauses approaching from every quarter

Across the stage facing the assembled audience
Dutifully trying to create a hilarious ambience

Hearing the gathered people smile and giggle
Whilst their funny bones squirms and wriggle

And they clap for me as to them I’m the clown
Who gonna rid them all of sorrows and frown

With the job of cracking different kind of jokes
Spreading the happiness as the sadness it soaks

This life’s a circus, and I’m living by the stage
Where my real emotions I seek to camouflage

For when behind the scene I tend to think about
Of emotions that suddenly subside and sprout

Does my own pain submerge into others gleam
And is it prolonged or an instantaneous dream

For after this part, am I different or the same
A joker by the act or else a joker by the name

POETIC INSIGNIA

It neither for the wealth, it nor for the fame
The infatuation for words, you must blame

Submerging into emotions, so as to rhyme
And the feelings evaporate, gently sublime

Then rising again at the back of the mind
Where the whole of vocabulary is confined

Escaping again in the ambience of elation
To grasp for my sentences a worthy relation

Inking thoughts and imaginations on paper
Sitting for hours besides the burning taper

No glee or regret or nostalgia of gone past
Or anxiety of how long future the will last

Living up to the fullest in the present today
Thus if not me, my reminiscences will stay

Thro’ all the phrases and sentences written
For they gonna get all the readers smitten

Welcome break from harsh bitter true life
Immersing in ecstasy away from the strife

A daydreaming fancy unlike the insomnia
A humble attempt thro’ my poetic insignia

THE DISTANT LIGHT

Whenever the sky is shaded dark
My view’s attracted by the spark
As I’m sitting behind the window
Pleasing self towards its dim glow

I don’t care from where it arrived
Even though of it I am deprived
I hardly bother or I’m concerned
But suddenly this feeling turned

As this light reflected on wealth
The heart infected with stealth
And going jealous and envious
I’m overtaken by evil conscious

Unable to endure others glory
This seems to be a bitter story
That you hate and you’ll detest
As you only want to be the best

And being behind that window
I wish I could learn and know
This sudden switch of emotion
Creating within the commotion

For this human nature strange
Into an awkward way change
And feelings aren’t consistent
Hard to judge one’s sentiment

For the same window and light
Just due to the change of sight
Changed the opinion and view
As inner peace turned eschew

As I was quite happy and glad
But resentment made me sad
Now I look up to the same light
In order to brighten my insight

EARTH DAY

Earth! The realm of life’s essence
Hope it doesn't turn to reminiscence

Struggling to survive the changes
Since its own existence estranges

Due to the continuous depletion
Of ozone layers barring radiation

Burning down the ground below
As the hot winds rises and blow

Making the clouds vanish away
As heat gets awful during the day

The dry eyes searching for rains
If only we learn from the pains

Resisting the damage that we make
So as to save us from the stake

Of the disaster and destruction
That may lead us to extinction

So to save us let’s save the trees
And try to conserve the energies

Saving the water and the forests
For on them our survival rests

Up against earth's exploitation
To protect from nature's indignation

Every small initiative is worth
Towards protecting life on Earth

So let's get aware and pledge today
To save Earth on eve of Earth's day

MR. NOBODY

I’m someone, but then I may be anyone
Who among the mirage seek real image
So as to be able to focus on exact vision
Like finding apt word from the verbiage

That may be arcane and sesquipedalian
Defining me in an exiguity yet to edify
Thro’ a puerile manner to antediluvian
But sometime the wisdom may stultify

For like the dust my persona rises high
As the vociferous storms will burgeon
But settle down as breezes stop to fly
Burying down in the deepest dungeon

Yet manumitting self from captivation
Providing an arriviste to my character
Acquiescing along all of the allegation
And also exalting my skills as an actor

Vivifying the multifarious role offered
Yet often the paucity shadows the act
My part may be blamed or honoured
Of which present nescience is the fact

This life is desultory and sporadic too
But about it, I am left into a nescience
Maundering along, nothing to pursue
Only if there’s existence of prescience

Still life’s recondite and I’m insouciant
With a sense of plethora of rhapsody
Yet one’s self insight is predominant
But for myself, I’m always Mr. Nobody


Verbiage: excess of words
Arcane: understood by only few
Sesquipedalian: a long word which may have many syllables
Exiguity: brief
Edify: improve
Puerile: childish
Antediluvian: extremely old
Stultify: appearing in a foolish way
Vociferous: loud, noisy
Burgeon: grow rapid
Manumitting: fleeing from captivation
Acquiescing: accepting
Vivifying: enlivening
Multifarious: varied
Paucity: insufficiency
Desultory: aimless
Sporadic: random, instantaneous and erratic
Nescience: insufficient knowledge
Maundering: wandering aimlessly
Prescience: knowledge of events before they take place
Recondite: difficult to understand
Insouciant: indifferent, casual

LIVING DEATH

Death! Thou art armor around me
Weathering the coat of tranquility
Protecting me as you surround me
Extirpating self into the obscurity

Many a times, I am dying to live
But then actually I’m living to die
If only this truth I could perceive
That everything I have to leave by

Death! Thy advent slow and firm
Thou always take me by surprise
By closing upon my worldly term
Evincing me of my final demise

As a brittle corpse, I’ll enshroud
Abjuring self of every possession
On my soul the death will cloud
Freeing me of worldly obsession

Death! Thy reasons quite profuse
From thee just no one can escape
As one day thy life gonna excuse
Your soul to an eternal landscape

For thee is the wait of ignorance
Blended in the desire of cupidity
Death! Thy mystery let me sense
And try to get over my stupidity

Death! Thou art a kind a platform
From where I can launch my dream
And my whole life I can transform
Thro' the grief, hope will gleam

Making me pursue and find peace
As I feel safe and get the courage
Thro' thee all my pains will cease
And I'll gain the optimum leverage

ONE DAY

Its only one day that must not turn to two
For the moments beyond I wanna eschew

And in that day feeling the life to eternity
Making it look like almost out of the blue

Converging the ages and the experiences
Within twenty four hours, if they’d accrue

Submerging in hell and heaven’s passion
A kind of divine delight I yearn to intrigue

Glee and misery jointly I want to perceive
And upon self instantly spread their hue

I don’t want to wait for luck and fortunes
My destination, my efforts gonna pursue

Fulfilling all dreams, desires and ambition
Same day settling all the deeds revenue

Finalizing all the profits and losses of life
Leaving nothing to balance, none for due

Nothing to think of and nothing to decide
The track of my life I don’t want to askew

And during the day my verve won’t cease
Throughout the day, hope too will continue

For in a flash, experiencing whole of life
Same instant as I’m greeted, I’ll bid adieu

LIFE'S PLAY

Life is a game and I am playing my part
It is an intrinsic science and a frisky art

Where one has to exhibit and perform
While characters improve and reform
Throughout one’s identification chart

Decisions unsure about wins and loss
As pretentious essence softly emboss
With risk that real identity may thwart

If sagacity persist and gets one aware
The truths and facts one won’t share
And entire burden on self would cart

At times I’m wondered and surprised
About mood getting excited or poised
And the image that it reflect or impart

Often trying to rush towards the goal
To capture the moments on a whole
Towards the right route I need to dart

Rewards and trophies that’s desired
Often slipped, at times are acquired
Quite an effect upon life they impart

It’s like a voyage that never ever ends
Here with sorrows, happiness blends
And where it’ll end, it gonna again start

LIVING SOMEHOW

Battered and shattered by a timeless phenomenon
Amidst again attempting to rejuvenate the persona

By igniting a brusque flame to enlighten up a hope
To overcome the murky surrounding thro’ a scope

And if the efforts succeed they would then beguile
Due to which the hardships incurred would conceal

A rendezvous with the destiny, if could be planned
For which the stretch of gleam need to be spanned

Cascading a renaissance of lost spirits and courage
Ensuing one’s intuition for achieving self leverage

As failures are lessons that gonna guide to success
Again the murky repercussions should not obsess

Even though often the impediments causes strife
Which you’ve to accept anyhow and this is the life

LONELINESS

Loneliness kills as its venom spills
Inside the heart reaching to the soul
No cures neither capsules nor pills
Life seems confined in a casserole

Retreating into a smoky ambiance
As sentiments and emotions burn
If only one can escape the chance
And get rid of worries and concern

Breaking the silence of thoughts
Where whispers roar into thunders
Through vivid scenes and plots
And dreams and desires meanders

Turning isolation into inclusion
As melancholy twirls into ecstasy
Providing peace to one’s intuition
Guiding life into a euphoric fantasy

FOOL OF THE DAY

Fools are somewhat like the buds
That blossom into the flowers
Then spreading their fragrance
That lasts only for a few hours

Then they vanish all of a sudden
Still their scent is quite pleasant
That fills the minds with ecstasy
Even though brains seems vacant

As the senses evaporates fast
Even their odours sublimes soon
Wisdom is blocked all through
Towards intellect they’re immune

As on them no treatment works
Because their source isn’t traced
And quite a few examples they’ve
The fool’s flattered when praised

Again trying to name a few more
They accept undue rewards and fame
And seem happy and fool around
Wonder they don’t have any shame

Often we’re in habit of self praise
Most of us try to be clever and wise
No one just wants to accept the truth
Own intellect one never assess or revise

Their reason of pleasure is also queer
Laugh and muse at failures of other
And act overconfident and over smart
But of the own losses, they hardly bother

And it is over these wise fools
That my psyche amuses and drools
And doing this I am a fool no less
As to wisdom even I don’t have access

Let’s amuse on our mistakes and folly
So that our hearts are light and mood’s jolly
And if I am not clear as to what I wanna say
You may take me as the FOOL of the day

FULL CIRCLE

I have been raised from the mud
And to the mud I’ll again return

As somewhere I may be buried
Else somewhere I will also burn

Knowledge is the guiding course
That helps in the pursuit to learn

The outcome of final destination
Will come when deeds will churn

As actions will calculate fortunes
But the process may be quite stern

That will decide upon the final fate
Into which direction steps will turn

Regardless of cultures and tribes
Lastly same shroud all will adorn

Leading to hell or to the paradise
When journey of life will adjourn

Seeking their authentic identities
If everyone will attempt to discern

And this life could be better to live
For others if we hold some concern

KNOWING ME

You may think that you do know me
But in fact, you just do not know me

Even I’m quite unsure about myself
Only if my reality, one can show me

Your confidence of my knowledge
Also can not defeat me or throw me

Your vague perception will be futile
So with favors attempt to endow me

But they won’t seize the truth of me
As many armor above and below me

That may be quite difficult to break
And I can assist you, if you owe me

To inherit all of my characteristics
And within the soul try to bestow me

SUVARNAREKHA! GOLDEN LINE

As the dawn breaks, the sun rays glitter
Falling upon rippling waters of the river
That flows diligently through the heart
Of a town where progress don’t thwart

The shimmering waters form as stream
Guiding towards an unforeseen dream
Of development and progress all over
The places where its approaches cover

Providing a fresh definition to the life
With an escape from quite a few strife
Quenching thirst of each n’ everything
Both the living and also the nonliving

Drinking water and water for irrigation
And to all the industries of the nation
It’s an unrelenting and reliable source
That nurtures life thro’ out its course

But now its own existence is an issue
And its chances to survive is only few
As its embankments are encroached
With it our doom too has approached

Is this what’s called the development
Or will this make us grieve and lament
On our own folly and on our mistakes
That our greed has put on the stakes

Live with nature and let it also live by
Then with our necessity it will comply
Else it’ll be destruction everywhere
Of this truth, it is time we get aware

So let this brook take its own routes
As with it our own existence commutes
For if this golden line will disappear
Then even our own end will be near

FALSIFY

An untrue extravaganza
Thro’ the hidden stanza
Else by the veiled verse
Few emotions disperse

Into the diverse routes
As the psyche disputes
Between good and bad
In disguise is often clad

Difficult to distinguish
They doesn’t relinquish
So it’s difficult to judge
To segregate and nudge

Pleasures and luxuries
For their reality varies
At the different phases
A mirage often chases

Trying to seek the oasis
With vague emphasis
As happiness disappear
With emergence of fear

It’s a continuing chain
Only if desires refrain
Can cure the diseases
As the ambition ceases

Yet the peace accrues
If you do not confuse
About saccharine false
That attracts and calls

But if you don’t give in
As it’s just a mannequin
Again truth’s quite sour
Yet with healing power

Today if you’ll falsify
You may have to pacify
And if you wanna rectify
With truth always testify

OVER EXPECTATIONS

The strength and caliber is difficult to know
Only if the sincerity of efforts one can show

And how to meet the expectations one tried
Still those genuine attempts suffered a blow

Even if you strive to go beyond your ability
The limits and boundaries often tries to tow

And there’s an issue of destiny and the luck
To overcome misfortunes is difficult though

As one looks up to others for understanding
If only little bit of the care one could bestow

And also with the condolence try to console
May be the spirit and courage won’t get low

For every one has own individual capacity
Somewhere they’re dim, elsewhere they glow

So avoid forcing the people unnecessarily
Being carried away by false pride and ego

Life is quite precious, live and let live in ease
Speed doesn’t matter, its ok if you are slow

Care for others and also care for ownself too
Peace and happiness for all, is what we owe

No one can guarantee failures and success
Just give in your best, you’ve a long way to go

Also try to accept whatever comes your way
And let this life take its own course and flow

SOLITARY STEPS

The solitary steps gradually moving along
With the determination also going strong

In a tryst to seek the abstract and absurd
Something that’s not been seen or heard
With the effort to create a noiseless song

And composing out a music for the heart
While in its beat every sorrow will revert
Hence all over only happiness will throng

If now you’ve the right melody and tune
From all misfortunes you will be immune
And thus you can travel a way quite long

Even get rid of all the perplexed thought
Which quite often conscience did fought
For correcting within all that was wrong

With a soft feel of the route that’s taken
Whereby all the sense gradually awaken
Into the realization as to where i belong

I'LL COME BACK TO YOU

Where I go, where I’ll be, I’ll come back to you
As happiness will multiply and sum back to you

Grief and the sorrows will then disappear away
I’ll be bringing the ecstasy and fun back to you

And in your heart will nurture a feeling divine
I’ll then fetch stars, moon and sun back to you

And through your journey gardens will be laid
I’ll see as buds of flowers blossom back to you

You will get rid of misfortune and adversities
Destiny, luck and fortune will run back to you

You will feel as if you are on top of the world
As grace and beauty will summon back to you

The wait will be over as the patience will pay
Peace and serene will turn as plum back to you

You will conquer and overcome all the desires
As love, faith and trust will be won back to you

VOICE OF SILENCE

An expression of silence thro a gleaming gaze
In an articulate hush, sentences and the phrase

Trying to signify the emotions within the heart
As even without voices, conversation can start
For whatever the heart does feel, the eyes says

In a language, often easy yet difficult to grasp
Its grammer and vocabulary if you could clasp
You’ll be able to know the meaning it conveys

Its also somehow about the reading of the face
Where every now and then, emotions surface
And also time to time even the feelings sways

The looks and appearance one has to observe
For they change as mood and temper swerve
But don’t get confused by the gesture’s maze

Its an art to learn and know of people’s mind
And thro’ the eyes the secrets are determined
For that’s the route one must follow and chase

Where sound of arms and ammunitons reduce
Into the atmosphere love and peace will infuse
And finally here hatred and violence will erase

POEM OF LIFE

It is a journey of birth from opening of eyes
Of rigorous moving of limbs and of the cries

Finding yourself carried in the other’s arms
And around you quite a few people swarms
With expressions of excitement and surprise

Gradually getting a feel of the world around
And all of the senses slowly going profound
In a tryst to get knowledge and the expertise

Crawling, standing, walking and running too
Towards the goals the heart wishes to pursue
The new plan and strategy the minds devise

Emotions, passions, relationships and bonds
About how one accept and how one responds
Along which happiness and sorrow complies

The courses followed, again the routes taken
For reaching out to the contentment’s haven
With which one’s career and future specifies

Undertaking all the responsibilities and jobs
Seeking much of smiles to get rid of the sobs
To win the accolades, to take away the prize

Hence settle down with peace and tranquility
Assessing past with one’s aptitude and ability
As in the front one’s life seems to summarize

With some regrets and also with satisfaction
Some losses and profits in all the transaction
In whole, some how each has to compromise

All journeys from the beginning to the end
To the destined locations they will descend
And you will be left to evaluate and revise

Ultimately it may be fear or may be courage
As you’re getting ready to face the last stage
And the soul prepare its flight up to the skies

Hence in a flashback the past then flies by
Seeking the real truth that this voyage imply
As one lives all through and before one dies

BE MY VALENTINE

Only if she will be my valentine
New meanings of love I’ll define

New passions, new feelings again
And new emotions in new design

Leaving behind money and fame
Towards her interests will incline

Only her dreams I shall perceive
And in her thoughts I will confine

I’ll live for her for every moment
During darkness, during sunshine

I will adore her more than myself
To her all happiness I’ll consign

In her arms will be moon and sun
For her stars will glitter and shine

With her all my moments blessed
An essence of paradise quite divine

Due to her I’ll survive and breathe
Without her, this life I will resign

Even after me, love shall remain
Being revered as the holy shrine

Only if she does agree to be mine
The definition of love I will refine

QUESTIONS

When, what, where, how and why
Some questions difficult to comply

And if only the answers are found
But then specific conditions apply

Still upon the solutions provided
Some found it very difficult to rely

Few of the queries can be solved
While the route to others are sly

The measures and steps needed
And kinds of theories that imply

For all of the problem that arises
Most of them in fact need a reply

But again of all the possible ones
Peace only best reason can supply

Still the brains keeps on working
In search of where all secrets lie

At times you’ve to seek all alone
But then you may require an ally

Spend no time on needless riddle
For life will spoil as moments fly

A NEW BIRTH

Abruptly a new world
Below my feet curled
Troubles were hurled
As happiness whirled

Due to want and wish
All ecstasy relinquish
But if hearts admonish
Sorrows can vanquish

Thus spread the wing
Along the clouds sing
On hope stoutly cling
Even fates will swing

So live along always
Giving bliss a chase
Amid nights and days
All anguish will erase

Overcoming all the dearth
New views will take birth
And then beyond the earth
Will realize life's worth

TIME TO TIME

Often from time to time
Some moments sublime

Reviewing all the verses
With an effort to rhyme

Words as precious gem
Like the rubies and lime

Still ignorant of future
During the age of prime

Evaluating all the deeds
Repenting on the crime

Some of lost character
To personify and mime

Tracing new meanings
Of life’s cost and slime

KNOW HOW

Something to know and also something to learn
To enlighten to wisdom, a heart desires to burn

Lesson of life and of the truth creating a vision
Through the darkness lighting upon as a cistern

And guiding self through it towards the routes
To realize destinations by right moves and turn

Overhauling again the character by evaluation
So that finally the right value it is able to earn

Good actions will hold upon your morale high
For the evil will drain as the deeds will churn

And as I’ll ascend becoming one with the soul
All of the prior endeavours will remain astern

Because every one is judged and scanned too
Before being allowed to enter into the cavern

Only to be illuminated by the eternal radiance
As all their success and failures will discern

And as brightness of achievement will beam
Life will seem easy though earlier it was stern

You will finally seem happy and contended
As gradually the story of your life will adjourn

REPUBLIC REVIEW

As the hoisted flag unfolds and sways
With quite apparent reflections I gaze

As the spoken word turns into speech
Of developments, progress and reach
Still bitter truth of the adversity stays

For Illiteracy, poverty and corruption
In the state pertain to total absorption
And the reasons none bother to trace

Most of the places, same thing occurs
Leaders rejoices as commons suffers
Presently this the democracy conveys

And just no one’s aware or conscious
The pitiable condition just so obvious
In near future, the existence will faze

But now if you gather all the efforts
And patriotism heart and soul asserts
Yet not one, together all have to chase

Of the people, for and by the people
But now this meaning is quite feeble
Now only on paper this sense plays

So now all have to stand up together
Changing present season and weather
By setting the current system ablaze

Diminishing gaps to bring equality
And trying the best to our capability
In positive way, all efforts will raise

To save future, let us recall our past
Also learn and act promptly and fast
And set all the sleeping minds ablaze

UNEXPECTED PHENOMENON

Things that are anticipated lastly never happen
But never expected stuff occurs all of a sudden

Whatever you try to seek are just never found
Which you fancy to ignore encircles you round

At times sincere effort yields no fruitful results
And just with good luck, one’s fortunes exults

Success may not appear, even with resilience
Triumph may be easy, even if makes no sense

The morals on hard work too seems to amuse
What to do and what not to do even confuse

Leaving me almost in perplexed strait of mind
The actual reasons behind, I always try to find

All the questions may not be having answers
And all errands must be taken as adventures

As win and loss are two side of the same coin
And in carefree manner people should enjoin

For day will come after each and every night
Sooner or later rid you off sorrows and plight

So without worry of forthcoming moments
Also avoid finding yourself in predicaments

Accept everything that are coming your way
Hence you will be happy at the end of the day

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Underneath the candlelit chandelier
Indulging self, preparing a souvenir

Allocating vivid and vibrant colors
In an effort to paint the atmosphere

With pleasure, also with happiness
Instigating once into a joyous gear

Exuding fragrance of celebrations
In serene passions souls will smear

Draping the minds with excitement
Ecstatic aspiration, hearts will wear

Submerging into an tranquil ocean
Dreams and desires will also steer

Envisaging a voyage of sentiments
Leaving behind the trail of the fear

With determination braving destiny
To which even fortunes will revere

Rays of hope will once again strike
As the clouds of obscurity will clear

Again all attempts made in despair
Suddenly fruitful results will bear

Now with new oath and resolution
Once again will foresee to adhere

New plans and also new programs
Then behind the brains will dossier

During all the elegance and glories
Along with festivities and grandeur

The world will sparkle and twinkle
and together all voices will cheer

Aligning with all the near and dear
Once again will welcome the New year