ATTEMPTING AN ESCAPE

I am running, my feet barely touching the ground
Escaping from each and everything that surround

As I desire to be in the destination of my dreams
Down the hills to valleys flowing like the streams
A utopia, where the ultimate peace can be found

Wish I could spread my hands like wings and fly
So that I can then touch the clouds up in the sky
Where the thoughts relax and the divinity is bound

Taking a leap over the earth round the universe
Where all tensions and worries I could disperse
Getting relieved so their existence cannot hound

Trying to race away without leaving a trail behind
Where regrets of failures and losses I can unwind
Listening to nature's music with heavenly sound

As when provided with wisdom and intelligence
We used the opportunity for terror and violence
Seeing the results even the Almighty too frowned

From the troubled waters to safety, sailing away
Keeping all the anxieties and also the grief at bay
Hoping that terror and violence will be drowned

Assuming myself to be the lucky one over here
Facing truth and fighting the false without fear
So that finally like the king I could be crowned

SING A THOUGHT

I wish to find the voices to sing for my thought
For my life that turned from a full circle to a dot

There’s a vision at times dim and at times bright
Entangling moments that’s dark and also light
In the sky finding myself hovering like the kite
Gradually distancing, vanishing from the sight
I really tried hard so that I just don’t get caught

And often in me some kind of a thirst prevails
Taking life on the track which seldom derails
The bitter sad truth and the happy fairy tales
Sometimes pass and success sometimes it fails
With also an ambition to be the winner of the lot

The skies, the earth, the sea and the mountains
Summer, winter, spring, autumn and the rains
Wish I’d take into account my losses and gains
Without the grudges and without any complains
An experience of a life time to design the plot

Tastes of the victories and tastes of the defeats
With lungs that breathe and the heart that beats
Smiles of me that accept everything and greets
Feeling the trust and faith along with the deceits
Results of the wars and battles that I have fought

At times I also used to think of heavens and hell
Sometimes imaginations casting the magic spell
Wish I could know where happiness does dwell
Really some secrets one should not dare to tell
Means by which peace and calmness be sought

Where all I had been and now where I’ve come
What I was in the past and what I have become
Things that I’ve to subtract and what I’ve to sum
The foundation of mine, the pillars, the column
Calculating what all my endeavors have bought

FINAL THOUGHTS

I’ve Kept My Face Shrouded By The Veil
In An Attempt To Hide Away My Ordeal

Let Me Live In My Solitary Imprecision
As I Don’t Want To Express What I Feel

I’ve Now Accepted What My Destiny Is
With It On My Own I Am Going To Deal

From The Valuables Belonging To Life
It’s Just My Death That I Want To Steal

No More Of My Thought And Memories
Forget Me Is What I Request & Appeal

One Day You’ll Also Know My Nature
As I’m No More My Words Will Reveal

No More Visions, Ambitions or Plans
As Everything With Fate I Wish To Seal

While Proceeding On My Final Journey
Before Him If I Can Bow Down & Kneel

I Wish To Get Buried In Peace Forever
Now With All My Enthusiasm And Zeal

Don’t Look For Me Neither Search Me
In Depths of Grief I Wish To Conceal

Finally If These Lines Didn't Melt You
You Bet You Have Got A Heart Of Steel (:p)

A LONG DRIVE

The road lays ahead quite dark and silent
Sometimes straight and somewhere bent

My hands on steering feet on accelerator
And eyes taking note of the speedometer
The player inside runs your favorite tracks
And the road without any bumps or cracks
Behind the wheels the time getting spent

Viewing the scene through the windows
Feeling the cool winds that gently blows
And finding peace which heart often lacks
Stopping by the motel for tea and snacks
Moving on where others may have went

Sometimes looking at the road map too
To calculate how long the distance is due
Again cruising ahead to cover the remain
As from this journey I have a lot to gain
Of which later on may be I can comment

And as I am traveling with my companion
The importance of whom, need no mention
And now together we have to travel along
Accepting each others right and the wrong
As this is what the remaining life is meant

Moving along with gossip and conversation
Understanding the feelings and emotion
Again at times stopping by the road side
And lighting a campfire with leaves dried
So as to take rest for sometime in the tent

Finally reaching towards the destination
Expecting things to the point of perfection
With happiness and joys inside the heart
Taking time to thing how life did convert
Smiling ahead with satisfaction and content

NOW OR NEVER

I don’t know whether I’ve to look back or ahead
As the confusion seems to be getting on my head

Forget the past or should I try to memorize them
While trying to decide it, I am being in mayhem
Else gathering my spirits, I’d confront my future
Working devotedly to give it the desired texture
Trying to knit the moments with the same thread

My gone by days still seem to hold me somehow
The recollections of the same haunt me till now
Experiences of which have been good and bad
Switching the emotion between sorrow and glad
As lips tends to smile or the eyes color gets red

I again just do not know as to what future awaits
Due to which my tension continuously escalates
But again I feel that for the future I am prepared
As for the same absolutely no efforts I’ve spared
And by similar thoughts, all the fears have fled

For now it’s just my present that I’m concerned
That’s what I’ve been taught and I have learned
So as to work on my present in order to survive
As future is an illusion and the past is an archive
And you’ve to believe as it has always been said

Don’t look back or forth on the journey onward
Be confident of yourself and don’t get dithered
Because on your present your future will depend
And on your sincere efforts your life will ascend
But if you don’t realize its worth you will be dead

LOVE OF THE EVENING

It’s a bottle-neck at the discotheque door
Inside you’ll find feet tapping on the floor
The DJ's busy playing your favorite score
And your mood expecting to have it more
Amidst the shouts, the noises and the roar

The shimmering bulbs, the dazzling light
Shining into the wee hours of this night
And tries to keep the moods up and bright
While holding your partner close and tight
Romancing and dancing to heart’s delight

Dinner is followed at a table by the corner
With your love, exclusively in her honor
Exchanging emotions with gift and flower
And wishing to just hold on to this hour
Feeling lucky beneath the moon and star

Then walking together by the street lane
And holding her hands gently in the rain
With a promise to meet always and again
For sharing each other’s sorrow and pain
With honesty in admiration and complain

And imagining her again in your dream
Thinking her face that glows and gleam
Hope this fantasy in reality will redeem
We won't separate in conditions extreme
As we are for each other it always seem

DEATH OF A LIFE

From what I saw, this what I could make
Though the person I looked at was awake
The breath was weak and difficult to take
And I saw in real the life that was at stake

The pulses also were running really slow
And the blood pressure was also very low
As the heart beat seemed to be feeble too
The chances of recovery was almost few

The mouth was covered by oxygen mask
That was properly performing the task
From the veins the fluid was being sent
For the cure these measures were meant

This was in intensive care and ventilation
To save the life they made all preparation
Blood tested as blood group was matched
And then bottles of blood were attached

The blood was then injected and infused
Other medical technology also introduced
X-ray, Ultra Sound, MRI and the CT scan
They were trying to do the best they can

But then these measures just went in vain
As they totally failed to reduce the pain
The body also now just stopped to move
So all the equipments they had to remove

I saw a gathering of friends and relatives
Taking account of treatment initiatives
Their eyes were moist with emotions deep
As some did cry and the others did weep

To save the life they had tried every way
In front of God they bent down to pray
With folded hands they looked with hope
As from other ends there was no scope

There're many things you can’t control
You can protect the body, not the soul
For it would escape when it is destined
In the time and hours God has defined

And always remember in every breath
That in the end you have to face death
This’ll always be an unsolved mystery
As death is the climax of the life’s story

THE SEA I SAW

I saw the sea for the first time one fine day
When I was lazily moving around the bay
And as I was slowly walking by the beach
I could feel the sea just within my reach
Also the approaching waves towards me
As I felt them from my feet on to my knee
The sea is home to many of the creatures
The turtles, the fishes, whales and oysters
And I felt on myself the gentle sea breeze
That also rustled the leaves of palm trees
I heard the noise of waves on the rocks
And looked at birds above flying in flocks
As whole scene became just mesmerizing
When the waves and high tides are rising
The dusk and the dawn on the other end
Turned the horizon into a golden blend
The sun reflected on the shimmering water
Making you aware of all the divine power
The scenic beauty almost stops the breath
As it looks like a kind of heavenly wreath
You find people here busy in games and play
As here you get entertained in many a way
Often tasting the delicacies of the sea food
That is quite nourishing and just too good
Ships returning and also upon the voyage
Hoping not to face the sea’s anger and rage
In the form of tsunami, storms and cyclone
As the widespread destruction is well known
Hoping the waters remains calm and peace
Every voice praying for the sea to appease
At the shore, I realize the gentle sand below
My feet where the sea water is very shallow
It is a source to the salt that is our necessity
Besides, the importance of the sea is infinity
May be life must also have originated here
Compared to us nature is always superior
This is what did I experience and I learned
From the sea, vast knowledge I had earned

MS. TEMPERAMENTAL

All of a sudden, her temper fluctuates
Suddenly she loves suddenly she hates

Most of the time she’s quite confusing
And her attributes are quite amusing
From her assumption she won’t budge
It’s really difficult to savor her grudge
And that is what her character states

Just do not get swayed by her charms
As they cloak her weapons and arms
But then she doesn’t means any harm
As her behavior’s soothing and warm
Difficult to guess where it originates

She may be bitter, she may be sweet
With a cheerful smile, she may greet
She may also detest, she can be worse
As she can shout and inflict the curse
Because her temper often escalates

She may pretend to be soft and gentle
But she also inherits the proven mettle
Giving her quite an edge over her foes
Which is concealed and seldom shows
About her vivid perception that creates

ON MY OWN

Again I find myself to be on my own
Though quite surprised to be all alone

I am really trying to get over the past
Which a shadow of darkness did cast
Like a devil who’s very huge and vast
But again I hope that this will not last
As soon from my mind it’ll be blown

I am trying to overcome that thought
In between emotions as I was caught
And to escape it, I’m struggling a lot
But to me nothing my efforts brought
Life was pushed into a distressed zone

It’s just your past that always pursues
And that’s forced as you can’t choose
Even though if you try to break loose
Those pains taken by you are of no use
That is what experiences have shown

But now the things are on the change
It’s just normal that earlier was strange
Trying to by myself within my range
And past emotions about to exchange
To which sorrow and grief were prone

I’m on the journey to self realization
And that’s leading to great revelation
Also changing life’s entire definition
Providing me with new aim and vision
With which the confidence is grown

And now I am happy in my own way
With peace and calm in my everyday
As even the time is also here to stay
Watching me and my thoughts in play
As things here seemed turned to stone

TWISTS AND TURN

This life of mine is full of twists and turn
As my journey’s lighted by a dim lantern

With the shadow of past falling on future
Encrypting the summary into a brochure
Of all my deeds and of all the endeavors
While escaping odds by safe maneuvers
Which often the hindrance tries to spurn

Weighing the deeds, balancing the same
Amidst earning rewards facing the blame
Sometimes I feel being confused and lost
Still trying hard for recovery at any cost
Therefore to save the skin from the burn

Using my efforts for clearing the barriers
With courage of the knights and warriors
In order to survive the struggle and to win
From the lustful wishes of the soul within
By cleaning away the weeds and the fern

That may have accumulated in the heart
And towards weird ends trying to assert
So as to get free and again escape away
Towards the path where all the evils lay
Often to be transferred through a cistern

Again I have realizations inside the mind
And of my duties they also try to remind
As they also control the errors I can make
So that I just don’t put up this life at stake
For in the end contentment I have to earn

THE ROSE GARDEN

It was just like any other normal day
To reach my office I was on my way
When I almost stepped inside my office
Waiting for me over there was a notice
I got to pack up as I was transferred
To where a vacancy had just occurred
With various thoughts I started again
While moving through the busy lane

I finally reached the place I had to be
And as I entered I was amazed to see
Near the office was the small nursery
And its beauty was really a mystery
As the very look was calm and peace
The flowers swayed by a gentle breeze
mostly they were roses in various colors
And were prominent among the flowers

They had grown almost up to my knees
Surrounded by butterflies and the bees
They were red, pink, yellow and white
And their beauty increased in the night
Their fragrance used to spread around
Increasing the beauty of the compound
They used to ease the stress of the jobs
Turn into smiles one’s cries and sobs

Then suddenly a new proposal did came
The words written were indeed shame
It had the plan for the garden’s removal
And a fountain to be built on its funeral
Trying to save it my efforts went in vain
As I knew I won’t be able to see it again
By now they were like the part of soul
As in my happiness they had a key role

But then those stubborn peoples above
Just couldn’t understand nature’s love
And it happened of which I was afraid
As before my sight its grave was laid
And in its place they placed the rocks
Along with wooden and metal blocks
By calling that process by renovation
Again to me it was like an aberration

The roses in the garden were my friend
And the good wishes they used to send
But now their appearance is no more
This emptiness makes my heart go sore
I wish to get these friends again alive
So that together we’d live and survive
Wish I’d get back the beloved garden
Help me God get some magic to happen

THE MAN WITH MISSION

He was the man with the mission
Who stood firm on his decision

He also has marked his presence
Following the path of nonviolence
He also tried to fast unto death
He was strong by soul and breath
And clear about his aim and vision

Quite a simple life he had followed
Others sorrows he often borrowed
Sacrificed himself for other’s good
And in worst situations he stood
Dealing with purpose and precision

With a stick which he used to walk
There was some magic in his talk
As all the audience were spell bound
Hearing his speech on the ground
Not to move without his permission

He was a man with rare abilities
No one can question his capabilities
He stood against the British Empire
And faced their anger and their ire
And finally forced their submission

And with my words you will agree
That he only made my country free
Gifted us freedom and independence
He had courage and bravery immense
He is truth, which seems an illusion

THE GIRL NEXT DOOR

She is quite simple; she is the girl next door
She’s really attractive too and that’s for sure

She’s on the roof putting clothes on the ropes
After washing them with detergents and soaps
She’s quite busy towards her everyday chore

Often I see her sneaking through the curtains
As her shadow too falls on the window panes
They make her attempt to hide a total failure

And when I look at her she’ll just shy away
But again she will return each and every day
I know this will happen again just as before

Supporting herself on the railing she’ll lean
Or she will bend down with a broom to clean
The dust that sometimes settles on the floor

In between us, I think something is going on
Something to loose and something to be won
Wish I could know what all I have to endure

Sometimes she is happy and sometimes upset
She often smiles, but I even see her eyes wet
She is very sweet but some times she is sour

In her eyes there seem to be many a question
Expecting the answers with love and affection
As about my feelings she too needs to assure

THE FACTOR X

This is I’ve often heard, it’s the factor X
It’s quite complicated, its quite complex

It may be in character or the appearance
Goes way ahead to establish the presence
It also enhances one’s name and the fame
And helps you to win honor and acclaim
Still its description is often quite perplex

You may also seem arrogant or else rude
As it has a deep affect on one’s attitude
And it helps you get love and also adored
If you have it in you, your win is assured
It’s really difficult to develop or to access

It may be your magnetism or the charisma
Spreading your fragrance and your aroma
In and around the surrounding atmosphere
And its affects are often strange and queer
Capturing the sight that refracts and reflex

There are attractions and also retractions
And it is also influenced even by actions
Making you straight forward or shrewd
Affecting the manners that’s bad or good
As lips can smile or else muscles can flex

BIRD WATCHING

It is my ideal pastime, in my leisure
During which I often derive pleasure

Often looking and sighting the birds
Finding peace unexplained in words
Some of them always flapping wings
Some keeping quiet while other sings
And its beauty is a valuable treasure

I see them walk and I see them dance
Often eyeing with a stealthy glance
As their sight always soothes the eye
To capture their glimpse I always try
As this eases my tension and pressure

They are sweet and are charming too
Often they give a breathtaking view
And with different colors and smiles
You’ll find them in beaches and isles
They are the most beautiful creature

Taking my heart by their appearance
Making me aware of their presence
They are like the fairies and angels
And often casting their magic spells
With their calculations and measure

RELIGIOUS DOCTRINE

The faith that I follow is the faith I always preach
And that is quite true which goes with my speech

Life should be simple, as simplified as it could be
So those within one’s own soul, one can easily see
Wiping out the sins and preserving all that is good
And with strong determination forcing evil to flee
Carving out the path so that divinity you can reach

The best place of worship is just within your heart
And you’ve to be sincere in order to learn this art
You will have to be human and know to sacrifice
The truth is invaluable; it does not carry any price
Stick by your words and see they shouldn’t breech

Life’s only a journey not to be taken as destination
Love and peace accounts for religion’s definition
And also within yourself nurture humane feelings
Also being honest and sincere in all your dealings
Finally in your eyes you got have equality for each

You’ll not ever get God by violence and by terror
If you think so, then you are in tremendous error
Don’t be rude and learn how to love and respect
Your duty is to be good, and in return don’t expect
And that’s what my ideals and my principles teach

AGE OLD TRUTH

So quickly so fast the time has flown
I couldn’t help let it go with a frown

This life now, I’ve experienced a lot
Some I can recollect, some I forgot
To resist this phenomenon I fought
I desire to go back but I just can not
I’m reaping, what my past has sown

My energies decrease, I’m now weak
Its all spirituality, what I now speak
It is about divinity that is what I seek
I’m now learned, wisdom on the peak
All about life, I think now I’ve known

I now often feel sick with some pain
I know I can not gain that health again
Even if I try, my efforts will be vain
There’s no turn from this one way lane
The final steps you got to make alone

A losing battle, the life with death rages
And I have crossed the winning stages
In the end you lose to the ripened ages
It’s the same in history’s all the pages
To get burnt or buried under the stone

I AM THE NATURE

i am the sun, which shines on your face as sunrise
i am the one, waking you with a pleasant surprise

i am the moon, you look at before you go to sleep
i am the one, watching you in your slumbers deep

i am the star, which twinkles and shines in night
i remove the darkness, by burnishing off my light

i am the rains, that comes down on you and pours
i am the clouds, that sometimes thunders and roars

i am the lightening, that streak of light sometimes
i am the winds due to which the climates sublimes

i am oceans and seas with the tides and the waves
i am the water, to quench the thirst, the life i saves

i am the hills and mountains that touches the cloud
i am always standing high, quite tall and too proud

i am the collection of trees in jungles and the forest
i bring peace to the souls and also gets them to rest

i’m the wild with strange and bizarre beauty around
sometimes i am the sky, sometimes i am the ground

i am the God’s gift to be preserved, felt and enjoyed
life can’t exist without me, i shouldn’t be destroyed

POETIC EFFICACY

dreaming to achieve poetic efficacy
it is neither hereditary nor a legacy

it’s your own thoughts that you owe
by letting all your imaginations flow
and making one’s realizations grow
compelling one to think and to know
weighing your all words to adequacy

to initiate the social cause and issues
and assessing all your debts and dues
sincerely expressing all of your views
your own style you’ll have to choose
by giving a chance to taste its delicacy

it is about the way you think and feel
checking up the flaws in order to heal
and various adversities you’ve to deal
finally its others soul you got to steal
and attaining your writing supremacy

it is a way to release one’s own desire
which heart aims and the soul aspire
just like pouring the ice into a wild fire
its like purity which the senses acquire
leads you towards a journey of ecstasy

THE THUNDERSTORM

the gush of the wind, the sway of trees
hearing and feeling the strong breeze

the high waves and the menacing tide
the fate of the ships its going to decide
with the sails on the mercy of the seas

the roof of the house seem to pull off
beneath it some one shiver and cough
with pain making him bend on knees

a streak of light almost tearing the sky
with the clouds above giving a war cry
as the dooms day they going to decide

showers from sky striking the ground
often along with the deafening sound
and those eerie noises seldom increase

the winds blowing their deadliest form
that’s what said to be the thunder storm
with the nature expecting it to appease

THE MIND UNDEFINED

it’s my own mind which I want to read
finding answers to queries that i need

it leads to the thoughts just like the tides
on them one’s emotion and feeling rides
it can either be slow or it can have speed

it makes a saint and it can make a crook
frontiers of one’s image it always shook
one can be selfless, one can have greed

its powers are limitless, and also infinite
it darkens the thought, it can also alight
to the newer horizons, it can always lead

you can’t free yourself from it’s control
it influences the body and also the soul
you can not escape, how much you plead

without your mind, you can’t be defined
and accordingly your behavior’s inclined
as it’s the one that controls all your deed

DRIVING SLOW

drive slow for you must know
as i've got something to show

that you just cannot imagine
causing injury hurting the skin
this is the where speed will go

your spirits may be high now
but soon you will not know how
it would descend getting low

life's precious you should care
don't try to give death a scare
as it would give a deadly blow

race should be only in circuits
on the road there may be hits
then the accidents may grow

try to be calm no need to hurry
no need for anxiety and worry
what is due you'll always owe

racing in streets just not done
its very dangerous it is no fun
so drive carefully, drive slow

KILLING THE INNOCENT

i have seen them killing the innocent
how much they hate the God's present

they’re murdered even before their birth
are all of these efforts really the worth
taking away the lives of the fairer one

they’re too born from one of the kind
which’s forgotten and none to remind
who saved them from the rain and sun

science they misuse to kill than to save
wish they were human, knew to behave
respected the womb where life’s begun

its a crime committed quite often now
and there are no enquiries to know how
they escape the law and are free to run

and we are indifferent towards the same
we aren’t bothered and others we blame
this matter is quite serious, it is no fun

they’ve to learn, they’ve to understand
its destiny and luck and not to demand
as often daughters’ better than the son

now let us make promise to do our best
till we remove this evil we will not rest
to save humanity we’ll get this job done

INVALUABLE SACRIFICE

often i took birth and often i died
whenever i did i left one satisfied

i did construct, i was used to burn
at times i was sold in order to earn
often for kids I was used as a slide

i was used for shelter and for food
i gave them fruits, i gave the wood
at times i got rid even of my hide

i was used to sit and i used to sleep
and their belongings i used to keep
as i was used whether wet or dried

i was used to play, used as a swing
they also used me to dance and sing
i was their friend, i was their guide

i was with them from birth till death
i helped them to take a fresh breath
when pollution's spread far and wide

i sacrificed my life for their welfare
and of this i never made them aware
so they never knew whenever i cried

when i am used i must also be cared
few places over here must be spared
so that i can grow, spread and divide

THE VOICE ECHOES

save me, save me the voice echoes
save me from the enemies and foes

i'm being charged i'm being chased
against me all the efforts are raised
it's a secret one shouldn’t disclose

i try for defense and i try to resist
thro’ various quarters dangers exist
from where it'll come no one knows

i'm being hunted i'm being attacked
and all my frontiers are ransacked
why and how this just no one knows

i need help so do come to my rescue
i trust you a lot, i have faith in you
you’ld be fast as time quickly flows

support me and build my confidence
and make me aware of your presence
being together the strength also grows

..........to be modified and continued

ABOUT ME

what should i tell you all about me
often my intellect slips to my knee
again it slowly ascends to the head
if you really believe what i've said

to know me is hard and difficult too
and it is just not easy to get through
you’ll be lost amused and confused
as in the path the senses are reduced

each time you’ll get some thing new
to get to the past the chances are few
so accept my present forget the past
don’t waste time, life is running fast

i am the truth and i’ll never pretend
my sins and wrongs i’ll never defend
i’ve my weaknesses, i’m not perfect
everything over here carries a defect

look beyond obvious to get to reality
and then get aware of all the specialty
the beautiful and nice things about me
which you can not know without me

EVENING OF THOUGHTS

this day too is now just going to end
the light and darkness about to blend

with the sound of the flapping wings
as the flying birds chirps and sings
as a distant sound of musical strings
hearing which the heart gently swings
and thinking of how the day got spend

looking high above viewing the stars
and gently feeling the passing hours
also thinking of the battles and wars
trying to heal their wounds and scars
asking peace and love to gently ascend

and now this evening is moving along
as i'm too confused to where i belong
when i was right and when i was wrong
and trying hard to be brave and strong
as my principles i will have to defend

saving the freedom, also the solitude
against all the charge papers issued
and testing the ability and aptitude
clearing the same without being rude
over the dreams, i now have to ascend

THE INNER CONSCIENCE

often reflections from the inner conscience
good and bad which explains and defines

checks and also follows all of your deeds
which accelerates and at times also recedes
towards the destination it guides and leads
also one's characters is assesses and reads
polishes it accordingly, which later shines

it may pay or may not, the effort one makes
some times the whole life is also on stakes
being busy diversifying realities and fakes
but ultimately resulting in no great shakes
building the way, it straightens and aligns

the same has been taught and also preached
but secret is not found and never breached
journey continues, destination’s not reached
as all of a sudden moving steps get beached
it hasn’t been disclosed the mystery confines

DOWN MEMORY LANE

while walking down memory lane
the mind forms a thoughtful chain
binding me in an aura of emotions
creeping slowly in little proportions
giving a gentle feel of times gone by
when i would lazily look up at the sky
straining the neck to count the stars
and calculating life's gifts and scars
remembering them and amusing them
as the recollections occur in mayhem
smiling at my bygone age of innocence
in my life, it's impact and it's essence
leisurely when i think about it a lot
from the experience, what all i've got
and how I’ve saved them memory
as this has been really a great story
with sorrows and happiness mixed
which will keep all the readers fixed
as life has been a roller coaster ride
without anything to cover up or hide
it will seem like a fiction all through
that is how i lived, which is quite true

OUR ENVIRONMENT

if we are discussing the environment
is it the nuke weapons and disarmament
is it just a subject to give a speech
is it enough to move around and preach
to save the nature and save the earth
have we really understood its worth
will things improve by putting blame
will they get even by doing the same
aren't we responsible for all disasters
by trying to become nature's masters
we too responsible for the earthquakes
and all the lives that it often takes
there're frequently floods and drought
these calamities we have only brought
we now also see the tsunami and storms
as we’ve broken environmental norms
and we have only cut down the trees
and spilled in sea petrol and grease
we've destroyed the natural resources
while going against the natural forces
and wasted and misused water and land
kept increasing our desire and demand
and sacrificed our own right to live
which we'll have to accept and believe
that we have brought the earth to end
and its funeral we're about to attend
so now if we wish our earth to remain
we'll be required to think once again
to save wild animals, plants and trees
and see that their numbers do increase
by controlling the pollution in the air
from the destruction of the ozone layer
lets take a pledge, make a commitment
that we'll take care of our environment

NEW BEGINNING

conquests i've made, battles i've won
and a new era in my life has begun

finally i will have to wake up now
important tasks got to take up now
and steadily things need to be done

there are decisions i will have to take
it is my destiny i will have to make
and then shine brighter than the sun

i'll now have to leave the past behind
pains to forget and lessons to remind
that some deeds just can't be undone

now i have again gathered all my effort
sincerely using both my soul and heart
so as to lay down my future foundation

with sincere hard work and devotion
having a new aim and a also new vision
i've to move ahead, leaving what's gone

one day i know i will be the very best
completely a cut apart from all the rest
nothing beside me, i being the only one

i will have to hurry now and i'll be fast
because the good tidings does not last
i know that faster i will have to run

but then i take my time to think again
why should i bear so much of the pain
life is short so let us have some fun

THE DAMN POET

damn may the poet and not the poetry
who just writes jittery and glittery
but doesn't address the social issues
and never cries nor ask for tissues
to wipe out tears which his eyes shed
when people starve for sake of bread
and hunger and malnutrition prevail
and human slaves are put up for sale
water is scarce to quench the thirst
epidemics and famines often outburst
when people make fun of poor and weak
further exploits the feeble and meek
and often destruct and also destroy
and while pursuing this always enjoy
little they care as to what they do
follow the false and reject the true
harming nature bringing the world's end
by their misdeeds so much they offend
kill and massacre in the name religion
why is this discrimination and division
racial, regional and also economical
it's high time to get rid of this evil
that's the corruption and also bribery
as it is also the root cause of misery

UNCLE PETER

i know about one uncle peter
who's always carrying a meter

he measures everyone's pulses
and tells about their impulses
this act keeps me quite amused
while the others get confused
and address him as a cheater

he's quite old and little bent
and he carries a weird accent
his words insulting and cheap
and his looks penetrate deep
he frustrates as a brain eater

he may be false or may be true
but he will always confuse you
just don't take him for granted
he can also get you enchanted
and later on he may also defer

as he will not accept his wrong
to him stubbornness also belong
never will he take his words back
he won't break and he wont crack
its difficult to make him deter

ENLIGHTENMENT

what do i know about this life of mine
is the way i am living absolutely fine

are all my deeds really being judged
and why this heart has always grudged
sulked within with a sense of annoyance
and later sighed again at my arrogance
its a confused feeling i can not define

i know not what i am really meant for
i wish i could know why i was sent for
so that i could fix my target and aim
without any more mistakes and blame
so there isn't any worries and whine

i am trying to think and trying to find
as to how the body and the soul is bind
what's that makes us feel the way we do
the difference between false and true
and where and why my thoughts incline

i hope i will know as to why i am here
and face the final truth without any fear
and find satisfaction and contentment
gaining knowledge and enlightenment
beyond the limits that presently confine

A JOURNEY UNPLANNED

where i have come where i have to go
wish i could plan wish i could know

which way to discard which to choose
what i've to gain and what to loose
whether to turn right or to the left
to search what my destiny has kept
may be some day good luck will show

which relations to make and to break
and further what steps i have to take
whom i have to love and whom to hate
what is there that will decide my fate
which direction my destiny will flow

i do not know if i am right or wrong
its a long journey i have come along
i am happy for all that i have done
i had enjoyed life and i also had fun
while shaping life and making it glow

let us now see what is that lies ahead
what more i've to do before i'm dead
where i will fail, where i will succeed
and i don't want to repent on my deed
so i will have to clear all that i owe

IDENTITY MISTAKEN

i've been mistaken for what i am not
as i may not be as per your thought

you may think me to be idle and lazy
as may be i'm mad or may be i'm crazy
but of course i am really not that way
if you could feel that before i say
about the qualities which i have got

i also have my rise and also my falls
at times it’s true and at times false
during the battles i have won or lost
though i tried to win them at any cost
but certain things can not be bought

about me you may also be deceived
you can wrong for what you believed
as for me there is something confusing
because of the proxies i've been using
lets see if i can escape or get caught

may be my identity has been mistaken
as from a deep slumber i have awaken
to get aware and of course to realise
whenever i will fall, i will definitely rise
as never to loose, i have been taught

BEFORE YOU SPEAK

think always before you're ready to speak
so that your relationships don't get weak
don't let the temper take over your sense
as its difficult to make up by repentance
the things that’s broken can't be restored
and it has kept getting bitter and soured
the relationship that was sweet and nice
i am now left crying over its sad demise
wish i could get things back at any cost
as i am shattered by whatever i have lost
i hope the things don't get ugly and worse
i am already filled with guilt and remorse
i know i'm at fault but i wasn't deliberate
it was just an evil stroke of luck and fate
and i'll pray that God's help comes along
so that i am able make up for all the wrong
so let us forget this just like a nightmare
for the sake of the good things we did share
and let us now be like we have always been
the best of friends this world has ever seen
the heart is judged by the decision it takes
forgive him who is ashamed of his mistakes
he may also be shocked for what he has done
and must be hoping if that could be undone
i know i have wronged which i also detest
and that its not repeated i will try my best

RAIN RAIN

rain rain please come again
do come and wash the plain

of my body and also my soul
that has gone evil and foul
as i don't need them anymore
so once again make them pure
for i can not bear that strain

of the guilt that i've inside
which i can't forget or hide
i don't want to repeat this
and attain the eternal bliss
without regrets or complain

come and on me do fall over
and i will not run for cover
get me drenched make me wet
so that something i may get
from what i've lost i can gain

let me now find the new way
by throwing my tension away
not taking this life too serious
which is sometimes callous
but i am happy with its pain

Don't Expect or Commit

neither any expectations nor any commitments
as there is no need to hurt anyone's sentiments
its easy to make promises but difficult to keep
as they can break and make you cry and weep
this life of ours is not always the bed of roses
because when man proposes the God disposes
and you can't be dead sure of anything over here
when you least expect hindrances may appear
so just try to accept all the things as they are
as you can't be sure of triumph in love and war
all of a sudden certain circumstances may occur
which could also make your relationships suffer
so what is important is trust and understanding
and in relationships you shouldn't be demanding
there should be a chance to justify and explain
as to how and why one's all efforts went in vain
and what was the situation that made it happen
as one can not be deliberately wrong too often
one should always try to save one's relations
and just don't loose them by thoughtless actions
therefore always try to be calm and complacent
never expect and don't ask for any commitment

DIFFERENCE OF OPINION

sometimes we may agree, sometimes we may not
and at times our ideas may also differ a lot
still both of us may be right in our thought
we may also be at fault as no one's a despot
you must be aware too and not be an oblivion

let it be a discussion and not be an argument
it may get heated up and that may be apparent
you must be ready to listen not being adamant
do not get excited just try to be complacent
as for anything no one is the sole custodian

its good to argue but let's not have a fight
you may be confident, other may also be right
sometimes, its better to be silent and quiet
you may also realize it from your own insight
as there can also be a difference of opinion

SEARCHING SOMEONE

i'm not feeling good and i'm not well
where should i go whom should i tell
and now who will be going to assure me
who will treat me and who will cure me
and also lessen all my pain and sorrow
and convince me of a better tomorrow
with whom i'll be happy and feel fine
looking her at smiles glow and shine
when i will hold her grasping her palm
i will be at peace with eternal calm
who will softly touch me with her hand
making me aware, making me understand
the value of my life and its importance
boosting my faith and self confidence
looking after my jobs and my affairs
making me feel that how much she cares
about my happiness as well as my grief
her presence coming as welcome relief
she'll also be teaching me how to live
making me think and making me believe
that after darkness the light will appear
and i've to be strong without any fear
looking at my life straight in the face
and knowing that she is with me always
all my diseases will vanish and cease
and the value of my life will increase
my luck will come out of rough weather
and finally we will be forever together

ABOUT INDEPENDENCE

an oath, a promise and a vow
towards my nation i will bow
i can even sacrifice my soul
my last destination and goal
live for that part of earth
where i have taken my birth
even die for it if required
which i've loved and admired
it's my country where i live
and with gratitude i receive
the opportunity of being here
a place where happiness appear
often in the form of monsoon
which is a blessing and boon
for the rivers and agriculture
necessary for growth and future
and the jungles and the forest
here the wild life is the best
here all four seasons we see
this is the best place to be
its home to many civilization
and various faith and tradition
its divided into various region
people follow different religion
still we've unity in diversity
and are treated with equality
its my nation huge and vast
which has had a glorious past
but now the same is threatened
and the corruption has burdened
and suppressed the progress
and the development process
with terrorism and communalism
threatening our nationalism
some also causing destruction
by creating barriers and faction
affecting economics and politics
destroying development statistics
now we all have to get aware
our time and energy to spare
and think clearly once again
not to let sacrifices go in vain
of the martyrs who laid lives
so that our country survives
our opinion and voice be raised
our country be blessed and praised
trying to remove all the evil
with strong determination and will
ready for our nation's defense
let's save our country's independence

I DO REGRET

some things which i did, i do regret
but then i was not deliberate, i bet

i did not have any kind of intention
and i'm ready for my deeds redemption
i know i'm answerable to all my action
not always intended often an assumption
for everyone i have an example to set

i can't win always as i can also loose
i accept this truth without any excuse
and my route i have to plan and choose
without delaying in clearing the dues
so as to save my possession and asset

i know my deeds will follow me always
and they will affect my night and days
the false sublimes only the truth stays
and there also goes a proverb that says
what you sow is ultimately what you get

i have to now shape the way i am living
with sincere efforts without deceiving
myself and setting targets for achieving
without having any regrets while leaving
around my ways i've to tighten the net

I MAY OR MAY NOT BE

i may be a reality or i may be a dream
as for me i may be or may not be nayeem

because, i am myself not too confident
to assure any one with any statement
but if you don't agree and are adamant
then you'll have to face my resentment
but then i know that i'm quite off beam
rest i can't tell i may not be nayeem

i'm neither coward nor i am the brave
i am free and i won't ever be the slave
i will live in wilderness inside the cave
and finally find peace buried in grave
may be i'll be a star that will gleam
as for now, i don't know i may be nayeem

i am down to earth, simple and quiet
i am not the one to enter into a fight
but i will strongly defend thats right
on my own i've shaped my day and night
everything i've done under my own steam
again, i may be or may not be nayeem

i can say i am honest and always sincere
i follow my ideals to which i also adhere
i'm quite harmless and trustworthy i swear
these things on your mind will also appear
without any kind of preparation or scheme
as for me i may be or may not be nayeem

OPPORTUNITIES

opportunities! where have you been
i couldn't make out from the scene
of my life, you had silently sneaked
and opened an door that slowly creaked
giving the direction to a ray of hope
along with some new ideas and scope
also rejuvenating my lost courage
and scrapping away the old garbage
of the losses and also of the failures
its come like an antibiotic that cures
the disease of losing caused by a virus
clearing the vision from dirt and fungus
refreshing again determination and will
preparing you for that ultimate kill
by grasping and holding on to the chance
taking it quite steadily in your stance
helping you make the optimum utilization
with honest effort and self realization
moving on to achieve your aim and goal
trying sincerely from the heart and soul
as it's the right opportunity for sure
as you may not get this chance any more

INCESSANT SCRIBBLING

i wasn't ever after the name
as i never required the fame
i'm neither the star nor sun
still i feather my own flame
you may win or you may loose
as it is just about the game
there wasn't any battles but
i still conquered as i came
i was always naturally wild
whom you shouldn't ever tame
i am constant i never change
as i will always be the same
he who showed distrust in me
because his faith was a shame
and if you do not beleive me
then you yourself are to blame

MY CONSCIOUS MIND

on my shoulders carrying the weight of my deeds
through the place covered with grass and weeds
i am walking along slightly bending my eyes low
nurturing within myself the conscience to grow
spreading and covering itself upon my ambition
as i am sometimes afraid of the false perception
distancing self from the good pursuing the evil
helplessly watching my devil overtaking my will
and determination to be sincere, honest and true
which though dear to me are losing their value
i don't know what to do and what efforts to make
i'm too confused and my entire life is at stake
i've taken a path with too many turns and twists
and along the route an unknowing fear persists
as to where this journey will lead to in the end
towards which so much of the time i have spend
i don't know whether to revert back or move ahead
life can end any moment, any moment i can be dead
what all have i earned and what all i have lost here
does it really matter to make that account clear
and when i look back, i think that i have lived good
what i felt is right, with it i have fearlessly stood
and all my thoughts with you i've honestly shared
now come what may in my life i am fully prepared

I CAN'T EXPLAIN

beyond my imaginations, there's something more
which you'll find, if you can open my mind's door

something different and something quite rare
of which till now just no none would be aware
something quite personal which i never share
but then it is real and it is also existing there
i will definately let you know once i am sure

you must have started guessing from your mind
in various directions your thoughts gets inclined
your efforts will go in vain as it is undefined
as it will be really quite difficult for you to find
and you must not have heard or seen it before

its something strange which i can not explain
it is a synchronisation of my heart and brain
and it is like the sun shining in the heavy rain
an experience you'll come across never again
and it is really unique and this i can assure

it keeps me engrossed almost in day and night
sometimes the vision is dark sometimes bright
it can make one lazy else it can also excite
also helps me to take a look at my own insight
its something abstract, kind of eternal and pure

ODE TO MY MOM

she pretends cruel but she is kind
my mom's nature can not be defined

even though she loves me quite a lot
but then she just accepts this not
by her many things i've been taught
and in her a sweet angel i have got
and at her my happiness are inclined

when i can't sleep she sings a song
she always checks me when i'm wrong
with her my good luck comes along
she is the reason that i am strong
and she's always there in my mind

she's my friend philosopher and guide
and according to her i always abide
she made me happy whenever i cried
from her my emotions i cannot hide
i must be good she's there to remind

every mom loves her kids too much
and there is no other relation as such
be you indian, french, spanish or dutch
her hands always gives a divine touch
she overlooks faults, her love is blind

TAKE ME HOME

take me home, i have lost my way
i'm quite tired at the end of day
presently i'm living at the place
where the sun smiles on your face
helping you to wake up and rise
as you get up rubbing your eyes
hearing the sound of flowing stream
into the lake where the water gleam
surrounded by trees big and small
some of which are huge and tall
and i get some eggs from the hens
which i've kept inside the fence
i've cows to give milk and butter
and upon my roof piegons flutter
i got a parrot that talks with me
and also a dog that walks with me
i have a horse to take the ride
with my life i am quite satisfied
there's a cat to catch the mouse
and that's all i've in my house
which is located down the hill
where the wind runs my wind mill
and the solar energy provides heat
and the place's quite tidy and neat
its a place where the time also stop
to watch me plough field for the crop
and i get the honey from the honey bees
you'll feel here the cool gentle breeze
i also have a garden full of flowers
my night isn't dark with moon and stars
about this place, about its worth
well its the best place on earth
it makes me feel like the emperor of Rome
its the place and i call it my home

THE WANDERER

i am the wanderer who's always moving around
with different thoughts in my mind surround

and my steps keep on moving ahead and ahead
in search of water and in the search of bread
besides all this i have some more jobs to do
as i want to know what's real and what's true
looking on where my destination will be found

and as for me i will keep on moving on and on
till only happiness remain and sadness gone
and against my desires i've battles to be won
so that finally my jobs are completed and done
with duty and responsibility i'm strictly bound

i'll keep moving with my travelling making sense
so that i can see vision through darkness dense
struggling and fighting for humanity's defense
ultimately dying peacefully at my life's expense
with eternal joy getting buried in the ground

THE DEVIL IN ME

i make the things even and i make things odd
you may think me human but i think i am GOD

often i'll make things move or make them still
even if i can't give life, i'm sure i can kill
and my fear in your spines will make them chill
i will reign in rivers and rule over the hill

i make the sun sets and also make the sun rise
at my command the rivers overflow and dries
and all my rules and wishes just no one defies
and my supreme authority here nobody denies

my faith and fame have also spread far and wide
according to my ways every one else will abide
i'll glow like the sun and on clouds i'll glide
all my disbelievers will be punished and tried

my idols will be made and placed on the throne
around them religious structures will be grown
and then decorated with gems and precious stone
and tremendous devotions all of them would own

and upon my words, heavens and hell would nod
i'll be the sole truth, niether false nor fraud
my sight's the widest and vision's too broad
and i'm human no more now, i am Almighty GOD

REDEFINING MOMENTS

few instances and moments are important and redifining
the vision and the aim of life they help in assigning

opportunity knocks once and you have to be prepared
always be brave and courageous too and never be scared
to achieve your destination nothing should be spared
he succeeds who has the determination and who has dared
so move forward in right direction with proper aligning

with the color of passion and emotion i am now smeared
all the evils from the mind my conscience has cleared
with truth and piety now my heart and soul is adhered
now i laugh at all those things which i earlier feared
if you are sincere and honest you'll come out shining

never ever lose heart and never give in to the failures
the route to good is difficult and evil ways allures
keep on trying and continuous efforts success assures
and in my way if you are mine then i am always yours
its good relationships i am busy excavating and mining

if you have lost something, something else you'll gain
he is the real brave, who can even smiles in his pain
always feel from your heart, and think from the brain
if you loose, don't loose hope and act with restrain
as i have heard that every cloud has a silver lining

LET ME BE FREE

don't pin down, nail or capture
please save me from the torture
i want to bark, howl and roar
high in the sky i wish to soar
and swim across rivers and sea
and let me run gallop and flee
i don't want to be in cages tied
this my life so let me decide
do not bind me in the chains
as it hurts and it also pains
just let me live on my own
i think and feel, i'm no stone
i want to move without restriction
neither inclination nor addiction
without border and boundaries
through regions and territories
everywhere i want to travel and be
so leave me and let me be free

THE RETURN OF ME

it's my return, quite obvious but unexpected
it can't be checked and can't be detected
it will shock you and take you by surprise
your heart will sink and mind will capsize
its bound to happen and that to quite often
and let you have the taste of hell and heaven
i am the worst at times i am also the best
you will like me a lot but at times detest
i know i will die, i do not care when and how
but i'm glad to know i'm full of life right now
whatever i do, i do it from my soul within
you can accept it or reject it with a grin
bury me, burn me or you can also resurrect me
but its impossible to influence or correct me
i may be an angel, a devil or may be human too
my judgement may be false, but may also be true
i have no regrets, no sorrows nor any grief
few words describle me, my defination is brief
and all that i have written may sound absurd
forget it and move on and that is my last word

BETWEEN THE LINES

between the lines, some here some there
similar suspicion on either sides share

standing in guard, standing in attention
always ready for defence and retention
guns in the hand aiming at one another
treating as an enemy who was once a brother
often there is tension and peace is rare

earlier this was just one united earth
and we used to be same during our birth
now differences has crept and divided us
separate faith and religion has guided us
but He's one and same who answers our prayer

we've gone corrupt, we now rob and bribe
our infamous deeds are easy to describe
now hate and envy in our veins just flow
in our heart jealousy and enmity does grow
we've quite forgotten affection and care

its hypocricy when we talk of non violence
does atomic and nuclear arms makes any sense
its all of us who have contributed to terror
we've to accept this as our collective error
rise against this evil make each one aware

let us now come together for good of our own
and fight against all the evils that's grown
let us be true and sincere without any fear
we can make heaven out of the hell over here
only if we've time to think, act and spare

SONG OF MY HEART

i'll play you a song from my heart
that will tear your emotions apart
and you would be lost in my thoughts
imagining romantic scenes and plots
in your dreams together we would fly
with the winds above the clouds high
we would be among the moons and stars
and i'll shower you with the flowers
we'll be together in songs and dance
cherishing our love and our romance
i'll be in your eyes with you in my dreams
walking down the hills to the streams
no one would be happy like us before
you'll like my nature your habits i'll adore

ABOUT HER

there are too many things about her
and there is just nothing without her
there is her looks and also her ways
creates magic and enchants me always
if you see her eyes black and brown
they're just ready to make you drown
her voice's sweeter than the sweetest
she is just awful and she is the best
if you've seen her walk and her glance
then you're the luckiest one by chance
you should look at her and her smiles
it distances grief from you by miles
and if the talk about her intellect
there are no errors niether a defect
and she also has a charming attitude
which could easily please your mood
her touch is soft and pleasant too
she's always sincere honest and true
its her heart quite pious and pure
and there is nothing like it for sure
if you've seen the glow on her face
its brighter than the brightest of days
wish my relationship with her remains
as she is the only answer to all my pains

BEAUTY I KNOW NOT

beauty thou art the inner one or the outward
it may be sensible or else it may be awkward
is beauty something which the eyes do behold
else known by the heart and gradually unfold
the attitude of the eyes changes with time
in the due course its passions too sublime
but the emotions which nurtures in the heart
its difficult to destroy or tear them apart
some one is dumbed by the outward appearance
but to me that attraction doesn't make sense
accordingly look is always inferior to deed
and sacrifices are always superior to greed
the outward beauty is temporary not for long
and subsides with time and doesn't go along
inward beauty grows with time and is eternal
its priceless, its attaction is unconditonal

ANGRY FREE

my anger my temper my annoyance
and my irriatation gets me tense
my blood pressure rushes extreme
and its creates a very bad scene
it incites me and makes eyes red
it feel like hammers on my head
its agressive and my blood boil
and slowly it takes its turmoil
its just too fast and too furious
its quite awkward and too curious
i really can't explain this change
i just hate this feeling strange
later on i just regret this a lot
all the enemities i have bought
let this feeling don't occur more
and relationships don't get sore
i want to change this habit of mine
and keep myself happy and fine
i'm trying hard not to loose cool
and follow this strictly as a rule
and i want to be calm and quiet
and hope things be even and right
so i can smile and also find peace
give up tensions and be at ease
so no one could influence my temper
and i do not have any more anger

REVISITING CHILDHOOD

i don't want to grow and return to my childhood once more
i want to be a baby again and start crawling on the floor
and whenever i will get tired or bored i will have to cry
and immediately some one will rush to me and lift me high
i'll be the cutest and sweetest whom every one will adore
i'll compete for maximum attention with everything around
i will not talk and will only communicate by making sound
and would lazily watch every one else busy in their chore
i would be the king and being served almost day and night
i will be cared and watched and won't be let out of sight
enjoying myself at the indoors and as well as the outdoor
i will be chasing the insects and threatening them again
i will be always at ease with minimum stress on my brain
no reasons or intentions will keep my mind pious and pure
i just hope and wish some extraordinary or magic happens
so i can revisit my childhood and enjoy like never before

LOVE, WISH AND LIFE

i want to look into your eyes and die in your arms
and i wish to loose myself to your winsome charms
i desire for your success and i wish for your fame
whenever i speak, i just want it to be your name
i want you to be my friend, philosopher and guide
in my happiness and grief i want you by my side
your lips, your eyes, your smiles and your nose
for all of them i could write poetries and prose
i hope we could spend all our time together always
and i wish our love for each other forever stays
sometimes i want to hold your hand and keep walking
and when i listen to you i wish you to keep talking
in our relationship there be love, faith and belief
and in my adverse situation your smiles gives relief
i just hope this feeling of togetherness never fade
and dear God, for me i hope only she has been made
it may be your sight, or your smell or your touch
i just wish i could know why i do love you so much

NATURAL PHENOMENON

let the nature be as it has been always
niether change nor try to amend its ways
do not think of destroying the mountain
volacones will erupt and lava will rain
we just can't control the nights and days
never block the path of the river or stream
or else the loss by floods will be extreme
never change the plans that the nature lays
and if anyone tries to stop the winds flow
then the tornadoes and cyclones will blow
destruction of nature always dearly pays
if forests are destroyed for wood and timber
our agriculute and cultivation will hamper
as due to this soil erosion will take place
nature is undisputed and always unchallenged
against every odds its victory has happened
artificial beauty is no match to nature's grace

RHYMING THOUGHTS

its all about thoughts, its all about the emotion
either variable or else its in balanced proportion
many ingredients are needed in a good relationship
love and respect are necessary in a companionship
as for me among them i just look for the affection
you may hold on to a relationship or just leave
it protects you often but then it may also deceive
the decision is upto you as you have the option
i hope to end my endless wishes and deisres too
giving up that is false and pursuing what is true
i now just wish for contentment and satisfaction
whatever i feel is what i express and also speak
the reasons which makes me strong and also weak
my inner self is similar to my outward reflection
let now communalism be replaced by nationalism
let us now seriously think about our patriotism
i wish i could live and die for my beloved nation
to all the evil we just can't be mute spectators
come along and rebel against tyranny and dictators
let us now rise against unjustice and corruption
lets bridge the gap between the rich and the poor
together we can make happiness more and grief fewer
its high time for remedy and also for correction

BEING WILD

wish i had been wild, i would have been my very best
i'ld have lived in the jungle and ruled over the forest
if i had been a tiger i would have been quite ferocious
i'ld have charged at enemeies, had i been a rhinocerous
i would have been a horse or like the careless bear
or may have been the bison, or may be like the deer
i could have been a reptile or been a poisonous snake
or like the shrewd crocodile, i'ld have lived in a lake
if i were a shark, i would have swam beneath the sea
or like the large whales, in big oceans i would be
if i had been the eagle, i'ld have hover in the sky
or just like the falcon , i would always love to fly
if i hadn't been the animals, i may have been a tree
whichever form i may have been, i wish i had been free

MY HEART IS TALKING

between you and me there is something inbetween
some passions unheard and some emotions unseen
from the day i met you, i am lost in your thought
i can't stop thinking of you, and i miss you a lot
when i talk to you, i think you know me very well
when i look in your eyes, they cast a magic spell
i wish to keep talking to you every now and then
and when you are , i think you too miss me often
whenever i'm with you, i feel as if i am in heaven
i wish to spend all my life having you by my side
you bring happiness to me and keep the grief aside
i hope you think of me the way i think about you
being with you i feel its hard to live without you

GOD WITHOUT RELIGION

a God without religion, a life without illusion
neither customs, nor rituals nor any tradition
everyone will be equal, opportunity will be same
no one will be discriminated by faith or by name
hatred will decrease communal violence will cease
we will love each other, our soul will find peace
if we are equal why should there be difference
let us follow the policy of religious tolerance
let us give away with individual pride and vanity
and work towards welfare of mankind and humanity
if we love God, we should love all his creation
preserve our environment, avoid its destruction

BEING RELIGIOUS

which God should i worship now and follow which religion
hate and violence in all of them further raises suspicion
corruption has took its toll in all the faiths as well
well now, in any of those religions God does not dwell
believe in God, and not in the religion is what i say
call him by whichever names, he will answer your pray
i think the purpose of religion was to make man civilized
but for the sake of it so many lives have been sacrificed
when trees doesn't follow faith nor do any other creatures
i don't know what i'll gain by following religous preachers
without any faith and religion is the way i wish to live
its only in humanity and one God my heart makes me believe
i wish the religions to teach humanity love and to respect
giving up hatred and violence will make the faiths perfect
i am not against any faith nor am i against any religion
the bad thing is that it leads to discrimination and divison
i wish there be a faith to unite all the different religion
let us make it possible to save our earth and civilization

KEEP SMILING

its your smiles where my whole world lie
in your smiles, all my emotions rests by
i may be in grief and i may be in sorrow
your smiles always lifts my spirits high
it makes me think and just think about you
only your smiles lets my imaginations fly
your face may be the sun or may be the moon
your smiles are like the twinkling stars in sky
even though there are many things about you
its your smiles which always catches my eye
its your happiness that most precious to me
while looking at your smiles i wish to die
its always that i wish and i always pray
keep smiling forever and please do not cry

Day Dreaming LIFE

i don't know where this journey will take me to
what more i will plan and what else i would do
from where i have started i have moved too fast
not being able to enjoy the memoirs of the past
i am tired of listening to the noise around me
and seeing the tall buildings that surround me
i helplessly search for a view of the tall trees
and i dearly wish to feel the cool gentle breeze
i want to run, fast and furiously quite far away
where i will have time to enjoy and time to pray
i will make a house for myself with mud and wood
i will destroy all the evil and sustain the good
i will plant and grow herbs, trees and flowers
during the night i will rest beneath the stars
there will be mountains and rivers near my home
and make me feel like the emperor of the Rome
grief will die and there will only be happiness
with God i would feel the much needed oneness
i'll see lions, tigers playing with deers, rabbits
everyone would be giving away with the evil habits
there will be no fear nor any kind of suspicion
we'll look each other with respect and appreciation
once again my life will be experiencing a new birth
and my wishes will help me create a heaven on earth

I Wrote it WHY ?

there is someone for every one
i don't no who is there for me
i don't know when i will find her
who will always do care for me
she would love me quite a lot
and always say a prayer for me
we would be together always
and her time she will spare for me
we will share happiness together
in her grief there'll be share for me
she would cheer me and inspire me
she would be everywhere for me
i know some day i will do find her
i know she's waiting somewhere for me
she would know me and understand me
she'ld be near to me and be aware of me

Either Me Or Rather Not

its me I suppose or may be I am not
my heart always remains a confused lot
life's a mystry and puzzles me always
through numerous paths, diffent ways
you may think i should stop but I'll not
truth prevails and the false derails
above every efforts humanity scales
you may ignore this but I can not
whats given is the same thats received
do not cheat and you won't be deceived
you may disagree but I shall not
if you are my friend I'll be there for you
and part of my life I will spare for you
I'll try to be with you always but I may not

MISCHIEVIOUS ME

i try to better myself but end getting worse
may be its destiny or i am inflicted by a curse
i wished i could lessen my vandalism and mischief
i tried quite hard towards it with the belief
but couldn't cure and the habit remained steady
and i am still searching around for its remedy
there are quite a few tricks and number of prangs
before striking i always remeber to sharpen my fangs
i never lose an opportunity for myself to flirt
even though i do it a lot i take care not to hurt
to pass the comments, i try not to miss the chance
with great heed and care i execute these plans
some people get angry and some also get annoyed
those looks i've cherished and i've always enjoyed
i am habituated to it but i really mean no harm
do not take it seriously its my way to charm
life comes once and try enjoy it at your best
till the moment death strikes, never be at rest
there are numerous means by which i strike my preys
lots of satire and humour sparkle in my phrase
if you can't take these stuff, keep away of me
i am the most mischevious is what people say of me

THE DESIRE TO LIVE

i always used to be frightened of death
till at last i faced it on my last breath
all my previous imaginations i found fake
now the decision of dying i had to make
the scene was calm, serene and pleasant
my soul was getting ready for the descent
i felt the extreme happiness and at peace
but suddenly these emotions seemed to cease
i suddenly felt an urge to remain alive
i began to understand the value of life

though the site of death was pleasnant too
but now i loved my life more and it was true
i was lost in thoughts planning how to die
i thought upon the train tracks i will lie
i also thought of using poison for killing
thought of hanging myself from the ceiling
i now realized how wrong my thoughts were
i wish i could reshape my past from there
but that is now past and will never arrive
i began to understand the value of life

i begged for some time to remain on earth
i began to count my deeds from my birth
i wasn't prepared for death and i was late
all my evil deeds were to decide my fate
i now wanted to get serious about my deed
and give away with my selfishness and greed
i wanted to control my anger and my temper
politeness, good manners i wished to remember
do more of good from now till i survive
i began to understand the value of life

i am quite lucky now to live and to decide
which way of life that i am going to abide
either you could be false or you be true
one gets you stuck, other gets you through
be brave and honest and firm on your stance
life will not be giving you a second chance
between life and death if you are to choose
always choose your life and do not confuse
because your death is shaped by your life
i began to understand the value of life

BEING WITH THE WIND

if the wind that blows could take me along
flowing by the sea listening to the song
of the approaching waves beating on rocks
and looking at the birds flying in flocks
soaring and flying over the mountains high
playing with clouds and touching the sky
and pour down upon earth as rain and snow
and then rise again to create the rainbow

if the wind that blows could take me along
so that i can hear the nightingales's song
into the forests deep among the tall trees
through the grasses growing upto my knees
where i will see deers run and tigers chase
and the best among them that wins the race
feeling the beauty of the forest by my soul
as if i've ultimately reached my final goal

if the wind that blows could take me along
so that i can tell you that has gone wrong
i am not able to find those forests around
not the lions roar not even the birds sound
rivers have disappeared and water is scarce
can this world be saved now only by prayers
from the threat of population and pollution
its high time now to make the final decision

ME MYSELF

my want, my wish, my dream, my desire
all these stuffs of mine engulfs fire
i am not attracted by the outward looks
its the inward qualities that i admire
i dont' run for the worldly posessions
the peace of my mind is what i aspire
its not money, nor gold neither land
blessings and prayers is what i acquire
jealousy, hatred and envy isn't i trade
its love that i rent its love that i hire
laughter and smiles i inhale and exhale
its happiness and joy that i respire
its peace and humanity that i belive in
and its neither anger and nor the ire

Love (UNDEFINED)

love always comes with a very dear price
it isn't love when there is no sacrifice

its pain, its sorrow and its also tears
it keeps on piercing you like the spears
but still it happens and knows no fears
its the best thing here every one swears
its unpleasant at times still it is nice

your face will glow and eyes will gleam
its hard to believe as if it is a dream
you'ld do everything for, it would seem
it is pure just like the flowing stream
passion is the fuel and heart is device

it has the highs in and also the lows in
something to lose still something to win
your mind gets tossed your desires spin
one hails its divine one curse it as sin
its hotter than fire and cooler than ice

IDENTIFYING MYSELF

what creature am I, which species I belong
what is good about it and what is wrong
its only humans now and humanity is absent
and of all good habits few is reminiscent
angels gone feeble and evils are strong
breath fresh air and released pollution
risked the world with atomic explosion
the story of the destruction is very long
still the process is rapidly progressing
we are responsible we should be confessing
and due to us end of world has come along